Bonjour loves~ Welcome to the December 2019 version of this blog.
Edit- Have to end the year with some spice so this post is
How have I been? Still working. Barely have time to myself and my sleep pattern has been off because of it.
Here's some selfies I took 12/1.
Dec. 5th I got these from Sally. Sadly, I will no longer shop at this store ever again.
Dec. 7th- BzzAgent sent these sleeping pills to me. I don't know why because of how I'm feeling, I should o.d. on these...
12/8 Today is my birthday!
And I have to work...
All I did was go gambling with my brother.
12/9 Today, I went to the Mall. Yes, the mall! I went to Sephora and got these!
Drunk Elephant Protini Polypeptide Cream, Drunk Elephant Beaste No. 9 Jelly Cleanser, Boscia Cactus Water Moisturizer, Sephora Ultra Glow Serum, and Clinique Moisture Surge Eye |
Went to Hot Topic of all places and got these. They sent me birthday cash and since they were selling Michael Jackson, Queen and Prince t-shirts, I got them. Will not be returning here.
I got some things from Claires. I also got some Xmas gifts for my munchkin.
I went to Pink Nation store since they closed down Victoria's Secret on the top level. I got some goodies and a free panty.
I also went to Love Culture. I thought this place was gone because they filed for bankruptcy years ago. I asked the sales associate and she told me they're having a Christmas sale. But this store does look very different... I had to get some cute stuff because I needed some sequin.
Forever21 didn't have any Michael Jackson shirts.
Hit Villa Kitchen, Red Robin and BJ's. From BJ's, I got some glasses for mum and dad. Here's my birthday burger from Red Robin. Boy was I full!
Dec 10th- How about... There was this snapping turtle Becky who came to the store weeks ago wanting to know where I got my clothes from and I gave her the link. She comes to the store and walks clean out. I was looking forward to getting some promotion but I know how they are. Extremely cheap and not to mention my clothes weren't for her size anyway. So from now and on, when those customers get curious George, they will get nothing!
Dec 13th- I got this freebie!
Neutrogena Healthy Skin Radiant Cream Concealer Espresso
Dec 15- I went to Chilis, Wingstop and Jack In the Box. Yes, those were birthday stops!
I saw a friend of mine I hadn't seen in years... She gave me a hug and told me she was thinking about me days ago. Confession time... She was my first friend in high school and my replacement for a friend who abandoned me back in 2001. But that is the past. So she told me she'll be coming here more often. I don't know how long I will be here.
I hope I can travel here one day. I say this almost every year...
Dec. 20th- I did my Mom's makeup. I think I did a good job!
Dec. 25th- This is my Christmas tree. Besides the Sephora bag, the present is for my munchkin and the box is for my parents. Unfortunately, I didn't get to see her today.
I got some gifts from my step sister.
The most romantic thing to me is falling in love with someone overseas and moving out of America. Because the guys who would come to my register remind me of why I've been single my entire life. These guys are like the females I work with who have the personality of a cardboard. These 'men' suck so much that I had to watch p0rn to remind myself I still like men. A whole mess!🥺
My mother told me she wants to give up gambling. I been wanted to stop. I only go to get some extra cash and save up. I told her we can go on a bus and travel. Go places, see things, experience something new. Since my days are numbered at my job, I've taken my hair down, folded and put away my wigs. I told Mom I'm done wearing wigs【at least until next winter】. They are going to get used to my nappy ass afro. 😎
Dec. 30th I got my sample from Ulta. I wanted to purchase something but eh, I am going to save my money for something else...
Estee Lauder Advanced Night Repair |
This year has been one of the worst years of my life. I have had so much taken from me, starting back in January. The year started off bad and I knew from there, that it would continue. No matter what I did. Now I have to worry about next month, if I even have a job still. People rooting for me for finally having a job. It makes me feel pathetic, I mean it's just a seasonal job. I'll be back at square one, contemplating on if I should just leave. Because I'm sick of Louisiana. Sick of these mentally disturbed and abusive people! This is all. I hope 2020 is a better year for you guys. As for me, like the song says, I am down here on the ground...✌