Bonne année à tous!! Welcome to the January 2021 edition of this blog post!
I am going to try and give you guys an update on me as well as my thoughts. I just don't really have time to really do anything anymore. For new years, I took this pic.
I was drinking wine and ate some Italian food. Because all these past couple of weeks, I've been watching Mafia video games and movies. lol
One hilarious thing I forgot to mention was me telling my mother a week ago that this b*tch at my job liked my Ma*rs coat and it was something she would wear. I said good now I won't wear it to work anymore. And I didn't. Mom was killing herself laughing. I don't need bi polar alter ego having weirdos liking my sh*t.
What's a new years post without resolutions. I will go through my old entries and try to rehash some I've already posted.
- I may remove my store from marketplace on Storenvy. They take too much out of my customers payment that it's ridiculous.
- I am still holding strong with not eating out much as I used to.
- I am trying to cut back with shopping for clothes because my clothes has hit its full capacity. I can't help it that I see so many cute clothes and I have to buy them. I am going to do like the idea I've been having for years. Wear and resell. No point in keeping all of these damn clothes. lol
- My social media is still behind a paywall meaning I won't follow back unless you donate. I never cared about being popular online.
- I still want to keep myself in shape. This job I am doing a lot of running so the only thing that bugs me is my gut. Need to get rid of it asap!
- I was suppose to be working on a new story last year. I wonder will I ever get around to writing it...?
- Some of my coworkers have been wanting me to get back into gaming. I haven't decided which console I'm going to get. Xbox or a PlayStation. Decisions decisions.🤔
- I am going to try and revive my YouTube channel. I still have folks subscribed so why not go back to making videos? I worry about those two strikes I already have.😩
- I am not going to stress myself over making friends or expecting others to like me. I really don't and I've become numb to it. I've labeled myself Black Heart because I don't feel anything anymore. All I can do is laugh it off and move on. I already have an amazing support group behind me so no need to expand it any further.
- Oh am I'm washing my hands of Empty Shell people(code word for...)...
- I am going to go back to my photography. All I do is take pictures of myself as well as stuff I purchase. I used to take pictures of random things I see and post them on my other blog. I realized I hadn't taken any photos in a YEAR! That's pitiful! I want to go places so I can take pictures. The people need to see more of my work!😖
1/6 I woke up to see an Influenster Voxbox. Here's what was inside.
Suave Deodorant in Coconut Kiss. I am so sick of coconut. lol Just had to start the year off with coconut. lol
I told you guys I will be going back to photography so I went ahead and purchased two new tripods and a case for it.📸
1/7 I went to Dollar Tree to purchase some more stuff. I saw these: Beauty Guru Natural Bright Skin Serum, Global Beauty Care Life & Firm Eye Cream, and John Frieda Wonder Drops Hair Mask. My new calendar looking colorful!📅
Had to hit up Zaxbys and get my food.🍗 That slice of bread wasn't complete without a slice of cheese to go on top of it.🍞🧀
1/9 Got these products in the mail today: TPH by Taraji Twist and Set Moisture-Rich Twisting Cream and Keep Shining Dry Oil Mist.
1/10 One of the White guys who worked with me was leaving. I found out from another colleague that today was his last day. I didn't see him anywhere until I was in my position. He comes up to tell me he was leaving and he went for a hug. I was saying 'nooo don't go, don't go.' He says you still dressing sexy as always. lol I know some people would take that the wrong way, and I usually do. But he has been kind to me and he was someone I thought was really awesome. It's going to suck not having him here. Instead of being offended, I will use his compliment as motivation to keep up with what I'm doing. Which is keep smiling and beautiful.
1/11 I got my goodies from Windsor. I've been wanting this dress for years, I know you guys are wondering why I'm still purchasing sequin dresses when I haven't worn the ones I bought in 2019. I can't help it. I love sequins!
And this mini purse is to die for...
1/12 I purchased a Canon EOS REBEL T7 EF18-55mm + EF 75-300mm Double Zoom Kit. This was my most expensive purchase but it was worth it. It's got some good ratings.🖒
I forgot to mention on 12/29 I purchased a Onn Aqua CD boombox.
Because I had been telling folks for months that I miss listening to my Jazz music.
1/15 I purchased a Billy Idol Greatest Hits cd. I saw his face and picked it up immediately! lol I love his music!😁
I don’t match negative energy… Distance is my response..
— Karen Civil (@KarenCivil) January 16, 2021
I've always loved retweeting her tweets. this is exactly how I feel about these coworkers.
1/19 I got this cutie from the store. The customers purchased the others and one almost got this one until I walked up front to see that she had left it behind. So I got it!🦄
Behind her are some air dry clay. You guys remember when I bought them years ago for my clay rings. I still have some left over products I never used for projects. I really want to get back into making hair bows and jewelry.
1/21 I spotted these on clearance and bought them! Me being Native American, I couldn't resist!
I also purchased some hunting items. You would think I was going camping. I mean I would love to one day...
1/26 Y'all know I love me some freaking Hellraiser! I spotted this at the store and couldn't wait to have him! I love Chatterer! I wished they had Priest aka Pinhead!
1/30 I can't leave these out that I purchased from the store. Some nice decora items for me to wear this upcoming St. Patrick's Day, Mardi Gras and Easter.
This is all for now. I will come back to edit photos and add them on here. If you've enjoyed this blog post and found it useful, share, comment and submit a donation. Have a great new year!