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2/1 What a romantic start to this month by having a romantic dream! A lot was going on and one part stuck out were these Asian women and I going to this apartment complex. One lady was walking along side with a White guy and I think another one was too. I went into an apartment to see if I had a man too. lol I walked in asking the guy's name. He says Lin? I said yeah it's me. He(tall White guy, blonde hair with what looked like a red, yellow and black Christmas sweater on with blue jeans) comes out of the darkness on the opposite side of the apartment area and I jumped on him. We made out as he spun me around. That was soo sweet!!
Hmm... Thinking about it. That might have been that firefighter bae from last year. lol
What brought a smile to my face last night during my conversation with Creole Bella is a new sale! Thank you so much!
2/2 Oh my goodness... Had another romantic interracial dream! This time, it was with a younger guy who had blonde hair and blue eyes. If I can recall, we met while he was hanging out with this group of White men who owned a van. We were all at some place, I think it was a restaurant or retail store. One scene, he was showing off his c＊ck to me when we drifted away from his friends. Another scene, I was in my room and there he was lying on the bed, showing off his c＊ck again and telling me to go into the kitchen with a laptop. I was looking for the laptop until I saw my phone. I told him I'll get my phone. Why was my brother in my room on my main computer? o_0 I go into the kitchen with my phone and I can could see his lower half with the erected p＊nis and him wearing his sky blue shirt on. So he decides to go outside and he got into the van with the other guys. He was the driver and then he got out. He got in the car with me. I am on the passenger's side and he was the driver. We drove to a street in my area which I can't name but it's a highway road and we were parked on the opposite side. He asks me about the house my classmate lives in. I said she lives in the next one. He asks where? I said look down there. He says ooo. He snuggles up close to me with his arm around me. I ask him how old he was. He chuckles and asks why are you asking me that. I said you're eighteen. Then he was saying something to me and I looked to see a sign with a chicken sandwich on it. I yell out, damn that sandwich looks good! He says damn girl you scared the h＊ll outta me! Maybe he was trying to get it on in the car but who knows? LMAO I get out and approach this restaurant and go inside with him getting out to follow me. I find a table and looked like we had already gotten the food, yet didn't have plates. I was chowing down on that same sandwich and he goes to get plates from behind the counter. He kept looking up at me.
~Squeals~ What do these dreams mean?? Eh, nothing. lol
2/8 Some more purchases...
2/11 Woke up from another romantic interracial dream! There was this tall, jock built White guy with dark hair and tattoos. Looked like we were at a large grassy area where the fire station is currently at in my town, with my folks. There were cars parked in this area. I think my Mom or family didn't want us together. He says noooo, picks me up with my arms and legs wrapped around him, running off with me. We ended up by this convenient store down the street from where I live. There was a chick talking to me, not sure if it was Creole Bella or not. There was this ugly black and yellow dog that was coming towards us. I was saved by somehow ending up in my living room on that hot guy's lap. He was singing something to me while kissing me on my bare left br＊ast while I was wearing a white low cut t-shirt. He looks up at me as he's doing it while singing he wanted a pic of my br＊asts. He was trying to put the Go-Pro camera underneath the shirt. I said no and got up. I pressed my shirt down to expose my erected n＊pples. He walks up to me and to take a picture of them.
Rebought that dress from Yandy.
It is tight like the other one but at least it fits. I might sell it one day. Edit- You can purchase this dress here.
I can't believe I bought stuff from Fashion Nova.
Since they don't do refunds in funds, this will be my final purchase.
2/12 These are my samples: Head & Shoulders Supreme Nourish and Smooth Shampoo, Glad Forceflexplus Gain Lavender Drawstring 13 Gallon Kitchen Trash Bag, Biotrue® Hydration Boost Eye Drops and Head & Shoulders Supreme Nourish and Smooth Conditioner.
Probably won't get anymore for a while.
These are my products from Windsor(my favorite store).
This cutie pie is Eduardt Bada. I discovered who is from watching the remake of Resident Evil 2. He is the face model for Leon Kennedy. He is also of Romanian descent. Y'all know I love me some European men!
You know, I have been thinking... Once I clean out the garage, I might turn it into a gaming room. I am thinking video game machines along with some slot machines. I might even get my license so I can do so.
Since I'm basically in early retirement thanks to this crappy job, I think this would be something awesome to do!
2/14 Happy Valentine's Day!! I didn't do anything, was expecting my package to come in the mail. And it did!
These are Goli Ashwagandha Gummies! I bought two of these and got one free bottle of Apple Cider Vinegar gummies! I know you guys ae wondering why I bought these. I had these gummies for weeks and thought nothing of them. That was until I went to the website to see the benefits:
💘-About this item
Plant-based, Clinically-proven, Vegan, Non-GMO, Gluten-free & Gelatin-free: Each bottle of Goli Ashwagandha contains 60 delicious vegan, non-gmo, gluten-free & gelatin free Ashwa gummies.
Most Powerful Science-backed KSM-66 Ashwagandha Gummies. ashwagandha is a herb that provides an array of benefits. Goli Ashwa uses KSM-66 which has the highest concentration and full-spectrum root extracts available. Ashwa gummies highlight a holistic approach to overall health. KSM-66 Ashwagandha is USDA organic and has many proven benefits: Improved Sleep, Reduced Stress, Balance Immune System, S＊xual Health, Sports Performance, Supports a Healthy Mood, and Cognitive Health.
Made in the USA: with select ingredients thoughtfully curated from around the world. All Goli products are made in allergen-free state of the art facilities in the United States to ensure that the quality of our product is the highest it can be.
Goli is a proud supporter of Vitamin Angels.-💘
And you know why I specifically underlined the main benefit for. lol These worked masterfully for me! They taste HORRIBLE but the benefits is all that matters to me! I recommend them but make sure you read to make sure you're not allergic to the ingredients on the list.
2/16 All of this month, I have been in nostalgia mode. Been watching video games from my childhood. Perhaps I miss those happy times in my life. Being different, accepting it.
Let me talk about a topic that is prevalent in this blog and something Creole Bella and I have been discussing since the end of last month. White men! I've always liked White men, ever since I was a baby. My first crush was Peter Weller. I was in love with boybands such as The Backstreet Boys and soulDecision. I was even in love with White characters in video games. I got my very first kiss in kindergarten, from a White boy who I believe was Italian. In fact, I've gotten all of my kisses from White boys. I am single by choice, I do not like the White men down here. The ones I did like, such as the one above-the firefighter-, they were married. I don't connect with them, and only last year, was the only time I connected with at least two of them, who unfortunately are married. I have told everyone that I would rather be alone. And at 36, I am still at it. No, I did not forget about East Asian men! I can't wait til I make another video about these guys. I also need to make a video on the White men I've had crushes on.
