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 Bonjour loves~  Happy Pride Month!🍭🏳️‍🌈 Welcome to the June 2022 edition of this blog! Click here to continue!

6/1 It's the first of the month... And look what came in the mail today!

I absolutely love these designs from ACDCRag! When they posted these on their IG, I couldn't wait to get them! They are a nice size as well and very size friendly. This is why I enjoy shopping with this business because their products always fit!

6/8 Here's what I purchased from Dolls Kill.

I know I said years ago that I was going to cease from shopping there but they have so many independent designers that I wanted to support them. I hate that they don't own their own individual outlets. But I love everything though. Good thing I sized up because I recall their stuff being too small! Sugar Thrillz is an awesome brand! I caught these babies on sale!

I went to the casino today and won a little money. Hand been itching for weeks so I'm hoping for a lot of money to end up in my hands. I need luck right now. I deserve it. I'm still waiting on the other products to arrive so I can add them to my online store.

6/12 Today, I looked outside to see my package from Rainbow.

They sent me a coupon for 10% off, why not spend it? If anyone knows Rainbow, they NEVER send discounts!

I put some miles into one of my airline accounts. Man I want to go somewhere so bad.

6/13 Let me start off by stating there's no beef. I have to be careful with these Black women I follow on social media. A lot of these women are extremely ignorant, and it shows. I've been noticing the xenophobia and classism going on as well. Let me say as a Native American, I do not live in the swamp or in the slum. The Natives I've met, do not even live on reservations. They live amongst us. Living on a reservation is a choice and they are free to leave if they choose to. A lot of Natives are making money with their casinos down here. I've seen Natives living better than Black people. So yeah I took offense to this person's ignorant statements. If you've never been around Natives or know anything about their culture, it may be advised, to not speak about subjects you know nothing about so you can sound edgy on the internet. If they are poor, so are Black men, you know, the same ones you complain about everyday but you'd date incase a White man doesn't give you the time of day. Speaking of slums, sounds like you live in one because you keep complaining about your living conditions. Hmm... And last time I checked, New York is one natural disaster away from being a swamp. Hell, it is a swamp!

And this is one of the main reasons I've washed my hands of these people! They don't care what flies out of their mouths as long as it gets a laugh out of other insecure self hating losers. Tired of these educated, wannabe classy N＊groes who think they're intelligent when they're not. I should unfollow her anyway because she is extremely homophobic. BP make me very uncomfortable which is why I don't engage in conversations with them, not even if it's a simple question. BP need to focus on their own sh＊tty cultmunity™ before they comment on others. No matter how detached you may think you are of that community, it will follow you wherever you go. I've mentioned in tweets before I tweeted her that this is why I never market my business to BP.

6/14 Y'all.. I lost two more pounds! Man I never thought I'd get back to my desire weight again! Watching what I eat, dieting and etc. All I can say is wow. I'm proud of myself. I just need to get rid of this gut and these ugly fat thighs. I don't think I'll look good in my bathing suits. I ended up putting up another dress I was intended to wear for errands because it doesn't fit me. I will just management my weight now, there's no need for me to lose anymore weight.

6/15 My Cricut machine came in from Michael's. UPS said 7PM but it came at 9. Man...

But I'm glad to have it!

6/16 So last night, I decided to check on someone who I hadn't spoken with in years. She was always on my Facebook list but never talk. So I see a message back from her telling me she doesn't use this page anymore and yada yada. I'm thinking ok, so she basically didn't give a f＊ck about me or the others who were on her list. If you weren't using that page anymore, DELETE IT! When I made a new page, I made sure the others knew so they could follow me on there. This is something she's been doing for years, just straight up ghosting people. Only this time, I won't be recontacting these people anymore. If we never speak again, then it is what it is. I've talked about this on Twitter so no need for me to go any further with this. I'm just over BW.

Ohayo~ If you have that one friend who chooses not to keep in contact with you, let them go. I checked on this person to make sure they were alright because we never talk anymore. If you're made a new page, delete this one and move on.

— ⚡𝔵𝔦𝔶⚜𝔩𝔦𝔶⚡𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼❶🕹 (@Afrojuku) June 16, 2022

Makes no sense having folks worrying about you as you haven't been active since last year. But I have to admit, this person is cold. Surprised I bothered to reconnect with them. I can't do it anymore. Already have some amazing friends who do talk to me.

— ⚡𝔵𝔦𝔶⚜𝔩𝔦𝔶⚡𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼❶🕹 (@Afrojuku) June 16, 2022

Instead of being distant all the time, we could have planned our trip to Japan two years ago. I was ready! But they were in their own world. I've known this person since '02. I guess even friendships have expiration dates.

— ⚡𝔵𝔦𝔶⚜𝔩𝔦𝔶⚡𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼❶🕹 (@Afrojuku) June 16, 2022

I can only assume this person stopped using that page because people rarely commented on their posts. I understand that but there are people on there who ARE(or were) your friends and cared. Maybe if you weren't distant to them, you wouldn't have had to abandon your page.

— ⚡𝔵𝔦𝔶⚜𝔩𝔦𝔶⚡𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼❶🕹 (@Afrojuku) June 16, 2022

What if we ran into one another in Houston? Doubt it. They knows what I look like but I don't know what they looks like. Pitiful I know. lol🤣 They would post their photo online and take it down. We're the same complexion and that's all I know. lol

— ⚡𝔵𝔦𝔶⚜𝔩𝔦𝔶⚡𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼❶🕹 (@Afrojuku) June 16, 2022

I don't think we were ever friends. But she got her wish. I would never leave my friends in the wind like this.

6/19 It's Father's Day and I'm not here for it. Mom and I released balloons into the air. Here's a photo of her in her dashiki because it's also Juneteenth. Mind you, she looks Native American but whatever. lol I've got the images on my shadowbanned Instagram page.

6/21 Today was the day I had to go see a chiropractor. I was nervous as hell but everything went smoothly. It's an older White guy. Hopefully once this is done and over with, I can finally get my ＊ss up out of Louisiana. I will be going into therapy and other stuff. My back did go back to hurting after he done squeezed on it.😭

I got my items from Dolls Kill.

DJ Scratch you sick for this one! Woo I'm on my New York ish!

They did manage to f＊ck up once again by sending me the wrong pair of thigh highs. I've emailed them and I will wait to see what they'll do. I don't want no damn store credit either that they tried to offer me years ago. I have no problem calling my bank and telling them to give me a partial chargeback. How in the hell can you send me this garbage?!

I don't even need to discuss what's going on with the family. I am just going to focus on getting well and hopefully in the end, I can go out and meet a wonderful guy(outside of Louisiana) who will love me and travel with me. Because I deserve it. They don't care about me and one day, they will get their wish when they never see me again. And I will be ok with never seeing them ever again as well.

I wanted to come back and update that Dolls Kill really tried it with me. First they were requesting photos of the stockings, so I sent them to them. Then they said they were checking to see if they have them. They said this twice and then came back with their usual sh＊t; store credit. I was like you got me all the way f＊cked up. I told them I didn't want store credit. They ignored me for three straight days until I told them I was going to get in touch with an attorney over this. And guess what they did? Sent me an email telling me they're sending me the stockings. Then I went through all of the trouble of having the money charged back to my card. I'm done with Dolls Kill.

6/23 While running errands days ago, I got some Scones from Starbucks! I bought the Iced Expresso separately within the store. These scones are really sweet! They are like sweet biscuits!

And this was my meal for the evening; Cheese lasagna. I should have had a side but I'm still trying to diet.

And then I had this Arby's strawberry lemonade. I drunk it up before I ate. lol

6/26  I made these hot dogs for Forbidden Door AEW! They were delicious! What were the ingredients? Well... That is forbidden!!🤫

6/29 I received my items from Shein.

This was my first time purchasing from them. I've tried them on and it seems like at this place, I do need to get my regular size, which is medium. Everything fits perfectly but it's actually true to size. I sized up to large but it's nothing a belt can't fix. I lost weight so of course stuff feels kinda big now. lol I love the Ma＊rs knock off. Other than that, I would recommend this shop and may shop again one day.

If you've been following my Twitter, I have been going crazy over the whole Forbidden Door pay per view with AEW!! I have been going crazy over those Japanese guys. They're so attractive! 

Kazuchika Okada- Too bad he's married, I'd let him make it rain all over this ＊ss!!

With that being said, I am glad that over the past years, I decided to open my options up to them. 

Lets keep it real. That young man(Ethan Liming) who died in Akron was targeted both for his race and his looks. That was a good looking boy! They were probably jealous of the attention was probably getting from Black girls. I looked at the mugshot of the roaches who beat him to death and knew right away that's what that was about. We've been to school with BBs. They were the ugliest ones in class and the best looking boys were the White ones. I remember mentioning years ago about being careful about the N＊groes you associate with. They'll flip on your ＊ss so fast! I learned that from experience as well as that video years ago of those Black girls beating up that pretty Black girl during a sleepover. Sad. RIP Young Man.

6/30 I received my retro pinup swimsuit. You guys can recall me purchasing this years ago, here. It doesn't fit anymore so I repurchased it from the same place, different seller. Top feels kinda big but I will work with it. lol

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