Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to the May 2023 edition of this blog. Click here to continue.
This month is mental health month. I will not discuss my mental health anymore. I've got a private Tiktok and a Patreon for that. Feel free to join those.
First freebies of the month!
PACO RABANNE Men's Invictus Victory Elixir Parfum Intense Spray
BURBERRY Her Eau de Parfum Spray
ARMANI BEAUTY Men's Acqua di Giò Eau de Toilette Spray
VALENTINO Donna Born In Roma Intense Eau de Parfum
VALENTINO Uomo Born in Roma Intense Eau de Parfum Spray
VIKTOR & ROLF Flowerbomb Ruby Orchid Eau de Parfum
Woohoo more expensive a＊＊ perfumes!!
I received an email from Sephora that they're no longer going to allow us to just come in and get our samples. We now have to purchase online to get them. I should be disappointed but I'm not. I already have a room full of skin care and hair care. I don't need anymore although I keep getting more because I am apart of survey communities. I am not going to that damn mall! It's all good, no lost on my end.
I took this photo because I wore these shades out in public and this old kitsune looking Black fe-men was giving me dirty looks. So I decided to take this picture. We all know The Blacks down here in Louisiana are racist sh＊theads like the Whites are. I ain't bothered by a damn thing. I don't even f＊ck with anyone from down here. They're all trash!🗑
5/2 Today would have been my father's 79th birthday. My mother and I released balloons in his honor tonight. Like I said in previous blog posts, I will not post my inner feelings about this anymore. This is a private matter for me. But I do miss Daddy very much.💔
I still have gift cards, including some on the way. I am not sure what to do with them. I don't want fast food anymore. Not enough to get groceries. I will think of something...
5/4 I dropped triple digits on that bike again! Mom had some Gatorade in the fridge! Whew! I live for this sh＊t! If it wasn't for that bike, I'd be losing it right now! I suggest folks with mental illnesses, invest in an indoor gym and enjoy yourself!
5/6 The freebie of the day!
Band Aid First Aid Products Self Adhering Sports Wrap
5/8 I received my last item from Shein. I think it's time for me to stop shopping here. I don't feel like returning the item, I'd rather just fix it. Which is what I will do.
5/9 I received this in the mail today.
Conair Velvet Touch Touch-Ups Hair Brush
From the same company who sent the hair ties.
One thing that annoys me, are folks believing I am making all of this money from doing surveys online. I can tell they haven't been going online to see the numerous complaints of people saying that the incentives have gone down drastically. And it has! I've only made crumbs doing these studies, the largest one I have is the one I have with this appliance I have. I am not making money like that, if I was, I wouldn't be looking for a job or stayed at the one I was at previously. I can barely get into studies like I used to, they are making it more difficult for people to qualify for anything. As I've said years ago, I am still ready to give this sh＊t up. It's not really worth it anymore. I'd rather just stick with my online business, which, heh, gives me MORE than what I get doing these crappy surveys!!! Keep Negroes out of your financial business. They don't know SH＊T!
5/11 Well, got some more perfume samples. lol
ARMANI BEAUTY My Way Eau de Parfum Spray
PRADA Paradoxe Eau de Parfum Spray
CAROLINA HERRERA Very Good Girl Eau de Parfum Spray
DOLCE&GABBANA Light Blue Eau de Toilette Spray
YVES SAINT LAURENT Libre Eau de Parfum Spray
LANCÔME La vie est belle Eau De Parfum Women's Fragrance
And they smell wonderful! I gave the D&G to Mom since I already received two in the past.
And here's what I ate tonight.
Yum!
5/13 I received my brand new cell phone from Samsung. The old one doesn't work. There's no sound nor vibrations coming from it. I went through a lot of run around until I settled for just getting another one via trade in.
I have to say that I LOVE THE COLOR!!!! I am going to miss my old phone. Didn't even last three years.😞
5/16 I had a bad day today. Don't know what I've done to deserve it. I don't want to be repetitive when I say that I am sick of the people down here. Tired of seeing new gift cards in my inbox. I'm glad the higher gift cards that don't expire for whatever I choose to get. I won't redeem any of them any time soon. Edit- The latest gift card is for Paypal. Thank goodness!
I realized I hadn't take a photo in months.
Dress- MA＊RS
Necklace- Glamorous Jane
Makeup:
Eyeshadow- Crapmart/Bella & Co.
Foundation- Mary Kay
Bronzer- Unknown(product test)
Lipstick- Hard Candy Glitterati
5/17 Felt so depressed today. I don't even know why. Perhaps it's because I am fed up with Louisiana and want to escape so bad. This whole situation is sad..
5/18 I had to run errands today. It's a damn shame how expensive things are right now! Alas, I purchased Mom a late Mother's Day gift. And she loves it. lol
I picked up these kawaii shoes by And 1.
I thought I wouldn't be able to fit them but my feet slipped right into them. Don't get on me about them being girls' shoes! lol I don't think my munchkin can fit this size.
5/19 The EBOOST samples arrived in the mail. Mom handed me a banged up box.
Blue Raspberry
Strawberry Lemonade
Ginger Lime
Orange Mango
One of the cans was busted and I ended up drinking it immediately. It was the orange mango flavor. I hate the taste of mango, I really do! I thought I'd enjoy this drink but I didn't. I hope the other flavors are better! These products will come in handy when I am exercising!
May has always been my favorite month, as far as the projects I get into. So far, have some exciting projects that will be coming my way and I am looking forward to it!
5/20 Taken from my FB page:
I almost booked a trip somewhere. lol I didn't realize until I saw it in the cart. I had to back out. Why? Because I have no one to travel with...
Breaking news! My former store lead is getting a divorce from her husband. I honestly, don't blame him. I've discussed her in my blog, about how toxic and abusive she was towards me. She would make fun of me, mock me and etc. She is a light skinned Clayface chick who is three hundred pounds. Older woman too, hating on younger women because she can't compete with them for dirty underwear, bad breath, skeletor looking Black de-mens. Took the poor guy long enough to leave her. She was also messing around with younger guys and had a sugar daddy(ugly one too, sheesh!). She is a sorry pathetic excuse for a human being. I think she was the fat girl in school who skinny girls made fun of and has eternized it until her adulthood so that she can use it to bully smaller women. I don't feel sorry for her. She was throwing me being single in my face, as well as not having children. Now look at her. A mother to criminals and married to a man who didn't want her. I did nothing to this woman but followed her lead at the behest of my own mental and physical health. She didn't care about me being injured and eventually losing that job. She only cared about herself and her threats of replacing me. I remember last year when I heard they were suffering at that job when me and many others left. I said good! She abused her authority to further her career and a pat on the head from the higher ups. On behalf of me and anyone else she has hurt, I hope you suffer and wish you nothing but pain for the rest of your insufferable life! Take what's happening as a clue to treat people better and grow up, B＊TCH!😠🖕🏾
Normally, I am not one to gloat at anyone's pain. If there's anyone who deserves what they get, is her. Constantly looking under my damn skirt was very disrespectful of her and the others who work【ed】 there. My love life or when I should produce children is nobody's business. They act like being single is the end of the world meanwhile she was married to a man who didn't want her. Femons like her view themselves through the lens of a man's gaze and can't fathom there are women who could care less what men think! That's why their self esteem is in the garbage as it is. I did nothing to this woman to deserve to be treated like I was by her. When I got hurt, she basically abandoned me and gave me the middle finger. Fat, ugly and worthless. And took that out on me. I swear some of these b＊tches are Black de-mens with breasts. Boundaries has always been a major issue I have with these femons. They have an opinion and feel like you need to know about it. They don't think about how it will affect people【bringing up sensitive subjects about fertility and etc.】. THEY DON'T CARE! It's so much to unpack with Black femons like her. They are sick!
I was always of the mindset that when evil people wrong others, nothing ever happens to them and they get to ride off into the sunset with blood on their hands. However, with this femon, I was generally surprised but sadly, some simp will scoop her sorry a＊＊ up. He won't be of quality though. I'd rather be single than deal with the trash down here. I always have to remind the married femons that I wouldn't trade places with them. I don't want their lives. What trips me out is the fact that she's the same age as my brother yet he looks younger than her...
5/21 Today, I stood at my backdoor. Stood there for a while, just staring out at the yard. Not sure why, just something just pulled me there. It was actually pretty today after it rained. I used to wander around in the backyard, just thinking. Did this a lot as a child too. I remember my Dad walking up to check on me. Oh Dad...💔
5/22 I should really shut down Instagram! I really want to! It seems no one has Tiktok which is where I'm trying to move to. I'm just going to stop posting on there. Maybe they'll get a clue. -Not directed at Creole Bella or C-chan-
Well, anyway, I shaved today. Yes! It's been a minute. I don't shave my arms and legs too often because it's time consuming.
Here's what I used. Eh, looks like I didn't take a picture of it but click here where I've mentioned it years ago.
I am late using it. It's a good razor except it's hard to take the head off of it.
5/23 Gift card mission. I decided to head to the Mall of Louisiana. I looked around and the first thing I told Mom is; THIS PLACE IS DEAD!!!!!!!! And it was! What I noticed when I walked in, were foreigners. Alright, those people killed another mall years ago. Mall of Cortana 2.0.
I decided to find Shake Shack since they finally put it on the other side of the river. This is what I had.
Cheeseburger🍔, cheese fries🍟 and chicken nuggets🍗.
My verdict. Eh... It wasn't what I thought it would be but at least they have a burger place over there since they got rid of my beloved Red Robin. And just like other fast foods, it gave me gas. No more fast food please!!😫
My look of the day...
Hellraiser or hell raising?😁
5/24 Y'all, I mowed my entire backyard. It usually be me doing half and Mom doing the other half. No! I did the entire thing! Am I tired? Nope! That's what working out and a good night's sleep does for you!
I kicked back with some detox tea. Glad I got it because I started sneezing and coughing last night for some odd reason...
5/25 I did a bit of shopping today. I ordered some pride products for the pride accessories I plan on making next month. I hope I am committed to doing this project.
RIP Tina Turner
Can we please talk about how beautiful she was? She went through so much yet her pain was made into a joke. She escaped her abuse and left America. Very admirable. A good role model. I loved when she performed with Beyonce(as I've mentioned years ago). I was very shocked to hear her pass.
5/26 I dug out all of my Pride accessories to wear for next month! Looking forward to it! Also, one of my majority product tests has arrived today! I can't say what it is but I can show off the results!
5/27 I got word from Mom that the pessimistic neighbors is moving. I hope it's for real. I've talked about them before, the p＊ssy a＊＊ de-men father who tried to get me to go with him despite him being married, his son mistreating his baby mama and inviting women over to the house and the mother who was doing that chant who is now deceased. They would get salty over me not acknowledging them and I used to drink their tears. Once they disrespected my mother, I haven't spoken to them since. I wonder if they're selling the house or another family member is moving in? Who knows.
5/28 I have to straighten my hair tomorrow. Here's some tips I've gotten from this AI thing:
* **Eat a healthy diet.** Your hair is made of protein, so it's important to eat plenty of protein-rich foods, such as meat, fish, poultry, beans, and nuts.
* **Get enough biotin.** Biotin is a B vitamin that is essential for healthy hair growth. You can get biotin from foods such as eggs, nuts, and seeds. You can also take a biotin supplement.
* **Avoid heat styling.** Heat styling can damage your hair and make it more difficult for it to grow. If you must use heat styling tools, use them on the lowest setting possible and apply a heat protectant spray before styling.
* **Get regular trims.** Trimming your hair regularly will help to remove split ends and encourage new growth.
* **Massage your scalp.** Scalp massage can help to increase blood flow to the scalp, which can promote hair growth. You can massage your scalp with your fingers or with a scalp massager.
* **Reduce stress.** Stress can contribute to hair loss. Find healthy ways to manage stress, such as yoga, meditation, or exercise.
If you have any concerns about your hair growth, you should talk to your doctor. They can rule out any underlying medical conditions that may be contributing to your hair loss.
Here are some additional tips that may help you grow your hair:
* Use a clarifying shampoo once a week to remove any buildup of product or dirt that could be weighing down your hair.
* Use a leave-in conditioner or styling product that is designed for your hair type.
* Avoid brushing your hair when it is wet, as this can cause breakage.
* Protect your hair from the sun and wind by wearing a hat or scarf when you are outdoors.
* Drink plenty of water to stay hydrated.
I hope these tips help you grow your hair!
Just thought I'd share this....😊
5/29 My Memorial Day food! I would have eaten more but I'm cutting back. I need to go back to eating healthy. What I eat, is in moderation. Just have to cut out fast food because it actually harms my health(as well as my pockets).
5/31 I didn't get to straighten my hair days ago but I did it last night. I'll take a picture perhaps tomorrow. I just didn't feel like taking pictures last night.
But my items from ACDC Rag arrived just in time for Pride next month!
Every time, I go back on not shopping, I end up shopping. Depression does it to ya. I'm probably going to wear the stuff I buy and end up selling them at my store. But yeah, these look amazing! This shop always delivers!! I've never had problems with them!!
Y'all see those energy drinks up there? I've had to pour them out because my kidneys reacted negatively to them. I am done with energy drinks. I don't know why I bothered with them as Mypoints never credited me for them(June Edit- They did) and energy drinks gave me a bad migraine years ago at work. Never again! Will stick with drinking Gatorade and Powerade.
Since I have a Tiktok now, I think I will utilize it to show off my outfits.
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