Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to the Pride Month/June 2023 edition of this blog! Click here to continue!
Since this is Pride month, my favorite month along with October, can I just appreciate Abby from TLOU2?
I watched the gameplay last month and I wasn't aware of the controversy involving this character. To the point folks were trolling the face actor and she only got her face scanned. lol But she handled herself well when she responded. I am posting this because I actually like Abby and I don't like WW like that. lol🤢
Lets also start the month off with shopping! Here's the latest from Dolls Kill.
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| WOW!! I love these pants! Very throwback to the 90s!! And they fit perfectly! |
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| Very 90s!!! I remember seeing shirts like this in those 90s catalogs! This shirt looks amazing! |
Fortunately, these products actually fit! Their sizes are janky as hell and at one point, they ran small but now they are true to size. I love dELiA*s. I've never purchased anything from them as my parents weren't shop by mail folks(as far as I know). Always wanted to purchase from them, and now, I have! These look great!! Very throwback to the 90s indeed!
6/2 These are my items from Rainbow.
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| Very flirty dress plus I love floral prints |
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| I wanted to give this to Mom but changed my mind. lol |
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| I had to get it because of the dragon print! I am Xin Lin after all. lol |
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| It's giving Bruce Lee! I love them! |
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| I purchased a blue top years ago and didn't listen to the cashier when she told me that there were bottoms to them. Not sure if it's these but it will do! |
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| I am a sucker for anime. With this in mind, not sure why I bought this. lol BTW, Shein got this same top but higher. |
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| I got inspired by EDC. It's stretchy. |
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| I was looking for the dress in their email but they didn't have it. This print resembled it. |
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| I HAD to get this! It has an 80s Memphis abstract flare. |
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| This gave me 70s vibe! Very hippy like! |
As I've mentioned in the last entry, I will start showing off these outfits on TikTok as Outfits Of The Day.
I remember years ago, I said I'd never shop at these types of stores anymore. And now, look at me. lol They've stepped their game up over the years, which is why I haven't stopped shopping with them.
As I mentioned days ago, since my hair is straight, I am going to see if this dry shampoo will react to it once I add some temporary color to it. Will see!
Y'all remember my Puripara Ticket bag? That thing been under my bed for years. I decided to clean it off and will re-debut it this month. Edit- Didn't have time.
I thought about making a video about Jacky Oh but I thought I'd put this here. Let me say this as someone who has suffered from body dysmorphia since childhood, please love yourself. I can not stress this enough. I had to tell my own mother this after hearing her talk about certain outfits she doesn't want to wear. I told her when you love yourself, what people think, won't matter, I had to learn to do this myself. Years and years of being clowned for not having ass and being skinny. I've finally slimmed back down to my regular weight. I may never see 90lbs again but I love the way I look now than before when I was working. These women talked about my butt, just being fucking weird as usual, I wonder what they will say now that I've slimmed back down. They thought if I just have some ass, maybe the skeletor Black de-mens will want to date me. Remember what the Demon said in that video on my Youtube channel? He said I have no buns. He meant that. Which was rich coming from a guy who had no ＊ss at all. His legs and back were practically connected! This was when I was 137lbs. Now, I am 119. And we have women(not necessarily, Jacky Oh), dying on the table to look good for men who aren't dying on the table to look good for them. Because they know that they can just show up ugly-skinny-flabby as f＊ck, and with how society is with shaming 'shallow/picky' women, they know they'll get chosen by you. I've been working out and semi dieting. I don't ever want to get that big like I was before. My video from years ago got 19 dislikes for blaming the Kardashians for this trend. What do they have to say now? Black men are f＊cking ugly, a lot of men nowadays are. I wouldn't change a damn thing about myself to impress any of them!
6/3 I received my parcel from Claire's.
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| I needed a new wallet. It's small but it will do. |
I love that 'Far Out!' globe too! Glad it's small because I don't have enough space for anything large. lol
My parcel from Windsor came later...
I love this dress! Been wanting it since Feb. and once it went on sale, that's when I got it! It fits perfectly on me!
My Mom purchased from from Crapmart for me. Arigato Okasan~😘
These look amazing despite me not wanting to get anymore of their fragile accessories again! The belt doesn't fit(keep forgetting I lost weight!) so I gave it to Mom. I did take the rainbow buckle though. lol
Cyberjuku is also back in the building! I've returned to watching Cyberpunk 2077(I hadn't watched it since last Summer Jun 10, 2021) on the 1st. I can't wait to get started on my Retro reviews. It's a lot I want to get done this month. Lets hope, I'm mentally able to do it.
6/6 I have been doing voice chats today and last week. I hadn't done these in a decade. I enjoy doing these, not only because it pays more but it's easier for me than doing surveys. I have a speech impediment and have had issues with speaking(as you can tell from the Youtube videos) so speaking was always something I was nervous about. But with these two chats, made me realize that this sh＊t was mental. Glad I overcame my fear of speaking.
And here's my latest items from Claire's.
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| I thought these were very stylish~ |
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| I love the rainbow color. Plus, I think it matches the clothes I bought from DK. |
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| I wanted to purchase this last year but didn't. Now, I got it! |
No more... Gotta focus!😤
6/7 I received a payment for whichever prize I choose. After deliberating over it, I went ahead with Amazon. I could have used it for casual restaurants but I have so many as it is because I don't go out. I like using Amazon funds as I don't have to spend my own money on stuff. That's what I chose.
6/10 This is my food for the evening.
Cheese and beef stuffed fried ravioli with six cheese tomato sauce. And it was delicious! Yay!!
6/11 I did eat what I had above again but the ones I baked had sausage in them. I also threw in those garlic, cheddar biscuits. Wow!
Man I am here for these neon heels!! NO, I didn't buy them, it's from this Japanese website.
Tonight, I finished watching Cyberpunk 2077. What do I do with my life?
I'm going to miss watching this game. Keanu was amazing!
6/12 Freebie of the Day
Scunci Beige Claw Hair Clip
This thing is huge. lol Since my hair is straight nowadays, it will come in handy.
6/14 Here's my package from Amazon
ORS Olive Oil Relax & Restore Maintain Moisture Hair Balm,
ORS Olive Oil Relax & Restore Retain Length Seal & Wrap Serum, and
ORS Olive Oil Relax & Restore Promote Growth Therapy Oil
Edit 6/25- I tried this set and it's amazing!! My hair is soft and manageable!
Since I will be rocking straight hair for a while, I thought I'd get some more hair products. Been throwing away stuff I've already used up. I also got some stickers for my customers' packages.
6/17 I was out gambling with my mom and realized she was cold. I went into the car to get our jackets. I'm thinking everything was fine when suddenly, the wind popped up and blew my 6%dokidoki hat off. Of course, I went to get it and I did. Then I looked to see everything turned white and the wind was gushing like I've never seen before. I attempted to open the door but couldn't. I tried with all of my might to open it and I got inside. It did a number on my hair that I now have to wash it. Sand and dirt all in it. Ugh! That wind looked like a damn tornado had struck here! Even the neighbor hood looked like a tornado or hurricane hit it. It rained and then the sun popped out. WTF?
I also tried the Arby's Wagyu burger!
And it was so good! And guess what? No gas nor did I have to take a dump. Thanks Mom~
6/20 This was my meal from Sam's Club.
Cheese pizza 🍕and lemonade. I bought Mom some ice cream too. Everything was good!!
6/23 I bumped into my ex coworker again. I chatted with her for a little while but I told her about my depression. She tells me it will get better and she told me I was a lot of fun at the last location we worked at. I had no idea she felt that way about me. I always felt like I was boring to people.
My Mom purchased this for my hair.
Garnier Fructis Grow Strong 10 in 1 Hairspray with Biotin
Edit 6/25- This product is really good!! OMG!! It's also a good detangler! I will only use it to straighten my hair.
Oh yeah, before I went to Glazemart, I went to Dollar Tree. I purchased this concentrated facial serum since that crap ＊ss sample site didn't qualify me for it. I have say that after using it 6/30, it's the best product I've ever used! I will be going back to get more(if I can!)
6/24 Today, I went out into the rain⛆ because I hadn't been out in it in a while. I had to get some things off my mind. It was warm and there was no lightning. I didn't stay too long because of mosquitos.🦟 God, I hate Louisiana... I need to be somewhere where there is a waterfall.
6/27 I finished the Pride products yesterday evening. Can't believe how fast I was able to get it done!
I just wanna say RIP to Julian Sands. I found out the terrible news via Twitter. I remember having a crush on him in the early 90s after watching Warlock. I can't recall how many times I watched that movie! I loved him. He was my first British crush! I was hoping to get some good news but as the months went by, I was afraid this day would come. I hope he didn't suffer.
6/29 Today, I wore my Pride🌈🍭 clothes and hairbow.
Outfit Of The Day
Hairbeau- ME
Shades- Crapmart
Accessories- Crapmart, Claire's, CitiTrendz and Burlington's Coat Factory
Dress- CitiTrendz
Why am I not surprised that this state, as well as the South in general isn't a safe space for us. The crap I had to deal with at my last couple of jobs is proof of it. People assuming I had mental issues or coming on to me despite me not showing interest in any of these men. I have been ignoring these clowns all month and it felt good. I usually feel bad for not speaking to men but now I don't. I don't want these guys believing they have a chance with me or bore me with their tedious conversations without getting paid. Black de-men are getting desperate, especially when they seek out women they don't want. Same with older White men who never had Black women on their radar, suddenly are interested knowing they are washed up. I am not desperate for money, I can pay my own bills and buy my own things without dealing with an insufferable man out of his prime. I'm not a man hater, I'll have a different view once I leave from down here but for now, issa NO.
6/30 Well, it's the end of the month. I hated that I started on my projects so late because well, it's over with. However, with me, it's not. Pride is an everyday celebration for me. I purchased some more stock so I can make more stuff. What's the theme? Halloween. lol With a Gothic/Punk essence.
Let me apologize for not getting into the retro horror movies this month. I will try to do it next month, hopefully if plans don't deter otherwise. Plus, it's really hot and I don't like to have my room closed, it gets way too hot. We're doing the best we can, this explains when it comes to dating, I don't want to be with a guy and end up back in the situation I'm currently in.
And that's all for this month's post. If you've found this blog post of use, feel free to comment, share and submit a donation. Au revoir~✌