Bonjour and welcome to the October 2023 edition of this blog! Please click here to continue.
Ah, the wonderful, yet depressing month of October. What does this month hold in store? Who knows...
So I've made my return to instagram. why? because some of my friends don't have facebook. So yeah, I'm back...
10/2 Selfies of the day
Hair accessories- eBay, Crapmart
face jewels- crapmart
Shirt- ACDCRag
Skirt- Rainbow Shop
10/3 I exercised today. Whew! I hadn't done so in a month or so because of work. I burned the most calories today than I ever have. I actually like to work out when it's cold so I'm looking forward to the colder weather.
Here are my items from Claire's.
I didn't purchase a lot because I need to hold on the little money that I do make from this job.
10/4 Selfies of the Day
10/5 Selfies of The Day
Hair accessories- Japanajuku
Face jewels- Claire's
dress- Miss Octopie
Knee socks- ACDCRag
10/6 I finally put some of my Halloween decorations up. I'm kinda not in the spirit anymore so I just put the hangings up.
10/8 I've decided not to purchase anything to make products for my store. I just don't have it in me to do it anymore.
My Patreon has been on fire lately with what's been going on at this job. Suddenly, I am the target again of these horribly aging, smelly, dirty, broke ＊ss peckerwoods! Poor things! I know it burns their soul that with everything that's been thrown my way, i am still here. I even made more money than them, hell, I have more money than them. I don't have five dollars in my bank account and acting like a stuck up b＊tch. I'm around their ages yet I look younger than them. I stick out like a sore thumb because I don't look poor like them. I am well put together and extremely classy. This is why they are outcasts from their own communities. I don't want them getting close to me, thinking I'll let them in on why I look gorgeous for my age or anything about my lifestyle. Stick to your meth, unmarried with random kids and lousy relationships with your broke boyfriends. I don't want no part of that b.s. Because I can't relate to them, they chose to talk about me behind my back and pretending to like me. Go get some therapy and make better choices!
10/9 Selfies of the Day
Eyeshadow- MAC
Face jewels- crapmart
necklace- crapmart
dress- Kawaiigoods
10/11 Selfie of the Day
Hair accessories- crapmart
necklace- Rainbow shop
Shirt- Party City
10/12 A cold front hit us suddenly.🥶🥶🥶 It rained like crazy but at least I was able to get through the day. I plugged up my heater, hoping it would come on and it did. Months ago, it wouldn't, presumably because of the hot temperature. I'm going to need this little guy for the upcoming months.
Ok so you guys read about how I keep myself up. One thing I hate about this job, is helping people. Women have such low self esteem, which is one of the many reasons why I keep them at arms length and refuse to make new friends with them. I don't like stubborn people who base their worth on what ugly men think or act like they know everything when they don't know sh＊t(just being a b＊tch for no reason). Refer back to my Patreon video about American men not dying on the surgery tables to look good for you. I have no issue with the older White lady because I think I know her from the post office in my city, but the others, make my skin crawl. You can always look at someone to see that they ain't sh＊t.
10/15 Selfie of the Day
Hair accessories- crapmart
choker- ebay
tie- claire's
shirt- acdcrAG
10/16 You know what? humble pie is something that would benefit the people down here. So much narcissism and ignorance that it's insane. I am not missing a damn thing by just having one single friend in this bum ＊ss state. This is not a race thing, but these people are insufferable. Like I said in my previous post, this will be the final job I will have down here. I've been cashing out on these websites I use. I'm done. No more fast food and no more shopping.
A little White girl yells out 'omg you're so pretty!' lmao At work yesterday. These clowns don't ever get compliments from the customers. lol
My selfies of the day
please forgive my ugly pouch again. but here's the breakdown~
Shirts/skirt- agagi
jacket/NECKLACE- Rainbow Shop(you can purchase this jacket here)
Leg warmers- acdcrAG
I had a hilarious dream about my ex best friend. I was walking with a 'husband?' in this parking garage, we actually came out of an elevator and there she was walking with her kid towards our direction. What got me was what I wore, a black-maroonish dress that was half sleeved(with feathers on that one sleeve) and my hair was pinned upward. I was looking like a boss even then in my dream. lol
10/17 i had to run errands today and had a bad day(see Twitter and FB). What I noticed, when I was at the bank, is while the banker was counting my money, this old White lady was staring at me. I told my mother that they think people with Black in them are broke. That's why you'll find them all over you at the register and sh＊t. I'm thankful for self check out so I don't feel them all on me. I bust my ＊ss off for every dime I make and then some. Was it easy? nope! It's hard maintaining it because of my online store as well as these research websites I'm apart of. I even won some money at the casino. While they think Blacks are broke(which a lot of them are), a lot of White people are broke as sh＊t too. I didn't lay on my back and rely on a useless man to have money. I make my own money! They expect you to look like you have money and that's not my style.
I need to stop saying I am going to cease from using certain social networking sites. I am back on Twitter because I can't get views on this blog on itself.
10/18 I learned that the pesky neighbors got their water and gas turned off, and have to go live with someone else. Oh, the same fella who was talking cash sh＊t to my mother right along with his burnt roach looking Daddy, couldn't afford to focus on their own problems? See folks, why i never liked these guys? They're useless! Always perpetrating a fraud! They are always lying about their finances when the majority of them are broke! I am happily single without the burden of a man around. I'll be damned I'll have to depend on a worthless man to provide a roof over my head. But this chick had the opportunity to leave that bum but chose to stay in an open relationship. Reminds me of my ex best friend who went back to her stalker, cheating husband for the 'bag.' Pathetic. Sometimes you have to learn not to judge the woman who chose to just do things on her own. Please stay away from these lying, broke ＊ss men! I'm not a man hater but living down here has made me realize how trash the guys are.
10/19 sELFIES OF THE dAY
HAIR ACCESSORIES- cLAIRE'S
NECKLACE- CRAPMART
MESH BODYSUIT- RAINBOW SHOP
DRESS- lOVE cULTURE
garters- AE
10/20 My age has been up for debate these past few weeks at work. They think I use moisturizer lol. You don't use moisturizer? it's not always what's on the outside, it's what's on the inside. What I never told them, is that when you have a beautiful soul, it shows on the outside. Despite my views, I don't go out of my way to hurt anybody. Want to know why I look young? ok
1) Genetics
2) not wasting my time in relationships and marriages going half with men who stopped telling me I'm beautiful forty years ago.
3)Don't Treat people horribly
2) not wasting my time in relationships and marriages going half with men who stopped telling me I'm beautiful forty years ago.
3)Don't Treat people horribly
And that's it. I don't give out beauty secrets. What works for me, will not work for others. The reason why you look horrible is because you have an ugly spirit and you make others around you joyless and miserable. You mistreat the cashier or workers in general like trash over the littlest things, you're cheap, you eat junk all the time, your hygiene sucks, oh yeah, and you suck!
10/21 Selfies of the Day
hair accessories- crapmart
face jewels- claire's
necklaces- hot topic(back in 2003), Japan
shirt & pants- s3x pot revenge
10/23 This T-chick I work with is so strange. Funny how the two folks who called me strange, one has no confidence and the other is a junky who quit his job. I mean this chick has no confidence. She told me she never gets compliments. Is that so? Could it be that you don't put effort into your appearance that it reflects how you feel on the inside. You quit your passion because of one bad experience. Low self esteem and overall unkept. Why do these people think they're better than me? I ain't ever come to work torn the f＊ck up! These are the most unfortunate looking people I've ever worked with! That Black t-chick had more confidence and elegance to her than this b＊tch. She came to work in her boots, mini skirt, black mid drift shirt and Beyonce shades on. We always complimented each other until she got fired. And I'm back to these lames! People who have been lame all their lives will grow up to become the worst bullies but in the back of their minds, others don't think they're as great as they think they are. And it shows by their aging skin and horrible personalities.
Freebies of the Day
It was about time these got here! I been put in to receive these!! I gave the Burberries to Mommy!
Selfies of the Day
Face jewels/shirt/leggings- crapmart
10/25 Selfies of the day
hair accessories- 6%dokidoki, crapmart
shirt- acdcrag
skirt-hot topic
necklace- miss octopie
10/26 I have to apologize to everyone for placing my skincare reviews behind a paywall(Patreon) due to unwanted, curious weirdos from my job. I have told you guys about how they can't believe I am almost 40 and look good. Like, what are they trying to tell me exactly? They watch my every move and I have to resort to telling them no on everything. I can't wait for this job to be over with, so I never have to be around these funky, degenerate no personality, monotone, boring ＊ssholes anymore!
10/27 You can tell by this photo that I am sick of these damn customers.
Hairbow- Japanajuku
The dress is the one I got years ago.10/28 Aye...
Romper- Shein
Bleh!
10/29 I am so glad that this job will be over with. Stay tuned to Patreon for more information.
Look at my outfit of the day
hair accessories- crapmart
choker- ebay
shirt- s3x pot revenge
Eyeshadow- Profusions
And most importantly, check out my eyeshadow blend. I absolutely love this look! also that's chips on my lips. lol
10/30 I dressed up as Harley Quinn. Please tell me why this Black lady didn't know who the frick she was?? Come on!
My last photo explains it all? did I get punk'd at work? lol These folks can't be this stupid... BUT keep on reading...
10/31 I dressed up as Jessica Rabbit. Another Black chick didn't know who she was. Jesus Christ. All these chicks do is lay on their backs and smoke weed while giving all their money to Black men. Don't ever let anyone hear you say you don't know who the iconic Harley Quinn or Jessica Rabbit are. I can see why folks think Southerners are backwards!
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| Sorry for the armpits. I had no time to shave!!! |
Don't ever fix your worthless, shiftless mouth to tell me you don't know who Jessica Rabbit is!
And this is all for now. If this post has come of use to you, feel free to share, comment and submit a donation. au revoir~✌
