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It's the first of the month, and I've had to take care of some business. There has been some drama at that stupid bank but I took care of it. It's the only bank in my town but trust me, I'd go somewhere else if I could. This is one of the reasons why I shop from home and willing to pay shipment and other fees than deal with the ＊ssholes down here. You won't see me going out as much this month. Just over being here.🙄
I wanted to bring up that months ago on my job, one of my customers was this sexy ＊ss Thai chick! OMG she was so hot! Flat stomach, fit and had her shades on like she was a boss. I asked her if she had a coupon, she say 'I ain't worried bout that girl. ' LMAO See if she was an old ＊ss White b＊tch, the response would have been different. My type of girlfriend. I coupon sometimes but sometimes I'm like screw it, I'll pay full price for it. She comes from a community that has money. When I asked her what her background is, she said Thai, I said I like that. She chuckled and blushed. She kinda reminded me of that chick I saw last year with that pretty skin like she was Filipino or something. I would have love to reenact that scene from Joyride to her. lol Oh and let me not forget the girl with the Chun Li hairstyle. Very cute smile and friendly. She was also patient in line unlike her Black and White trash counterparts. She sounded Southeast Asian too.
I used to be crazy about those women; especially Thai🇹🇭 and Filipino🇵🇭 women. Of course I adored my East Asian ladies(Chinese and Japanese) but had a soft spot for the lower region ladies as well. lol
As for the men... This movie came on with Mark Dacascos. I used to have a big crush on him in the early 00s. And he's still fine! I hadn't seen him in a while until I watched John Wick and I was like is that Mark???? I wanted him to get these ch＊＊ks back in the day. I think the first time I saw him was in the 90s.
12/2 I received my Shark® SmoothStyle™ Heated Comb Straightener & Smoother today!
This brush is amazing! How do you know, Xin? Because I've used it before... lol Before it came out. I was telling Mom then I can't wait for them to bring this to the market so I can get it! And here it is! I might do a review of it on my Patreon.
Oh wow Dublin is beautiful!!!
You know, I've been thinking a lot. I have a l＊sb＊an story I wrote years ago that I have yet to finish. I've been so hooked on these three new stories I've been doing research for that I forgot all about this one. I need to complete it and publish it one day. Yes, I had to censor the word which is sad...🙄
At twelve tonight, I watched the final episode of Warrior Season 2. And that scene with Tom Weston Jones, was the scene I had been waiting for! And he delivered! I was like why they got the others screwing all these White and Asian chicks yet the Black women can't get no love? I was waiting on him to toss over so I could get a good view of his ＊ss and hmmm I loved that scene. lol Hands down my favorite scene because the chemistry was crazy! And he's so HOT!
12/3 Y'all know I got this GoPro camera right? It's been acting a fool all morning until I opened my video program to see that the video files work perfectly on there. I had to go ahead and render them and save them for the future rant video I have to make. I know now, not to take pictures on it anymore. I hadn't in months but I had photos from a year or so ago on there that I've already uploaded to my pc. If you guys decide to get this camera, please make sure it's updated via your phone. I don't use it that much because my Canon camera takes better videos without causing the battery to die.
I finished another one of my books. It will be up at my store soon! Make sure you guys check it out and purchase these good books!!
12/4 Here's my birthday goodies from Sephora. I even did a video of me unboxing and mispronouncing the brand names. lmao!!
JVN Bring the Heat Hair Set, BeautyBio Showstopping Skincare Heroes: Microneedling Tool, Undereye Serum, & Face Cream, SEPHORA Cyber Bag Sample Bag 4(see image below)
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| Sephora Collection Cream Lip Stain(01 Always Red), Milk Makeup Kush Mascara, Dr. Dennis Gross Advanced Retinol + Ferulic Triple Correction Eye Serum, Milk Marvel Dark Spot Serum Eadem, Dr. Jart+ Ceramidin Skin Barrier Moisturizing Cream, Nutrafol Root Purifier Scalp Microbiome Shampoo, Caudelie Vinoperfect Radiance Complexion Correcting Serum, Viktor Rolf Flower Bomb L'eau De Parfum, Giorgio Armani My Way Eau De Parfum, Ouai Medium Hair Cheveux Moyens Shampoo & Conditioner and Kerastase Paris L'huile Originale Oil |
AND!
SEPHORA Mystery Birthday Gift Set(check video below to see what was inside!), Sol De Janeiro Brazilian Firma Body Oil Sample, Caudalie Premier Cru Rich Cream Sample, Sulwhasoo Anti-Aging First Care Activating Serum, and
LANEIGE Cream Skin Refillable Toner & Moisturizer with Ceramides and Peptides
These past couple of days, I have been feeling rather gloomy. Almost like depression, which isn't something to joke about. It feels like something is missing and I can't put my finger on it. I won't share too much because as I've said, there's people snooping around in this blog for no reason. I have this feeling always around this time of the year and the cause is always... Unknown...
12/5 Wow just how gorgeous is Germany!
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I've always loved Germany(especially the men lol).
I've gone ahead and cashed out at the two survey websites I'm apart of. I have other sites to cash out at but I am waiting til sometime next year to get those cash outs. I have grown frustrated with these two websites but I've made some good money on there. What am I kidding? I've made more money at my business than I have in a whole year with those two websites!👎
I was listening to a wrestling podcast and had to give it a like right after. They spoke some good in real life points when it comes to 'loyalty.' Loyalty isn't a foreign word to this blog, I've mentioned it off and on over the years. I can relate to being loyal to companies, friends and anybody will get you f＊cked over in the end. Which is why I am focusing on making money, my health(mental and physical) and nothing else. I am almost 40 years old and hadn't looked this good my entire life. I am in shape, my skin looks amazing! The only thing folks can hold over my head is me being single. Well, single women live longer than married women. And I'm not about to bring children into this world in the situation I'm in, I don't care how 'old' you think I am, despite y'all looking older than me. So you can shove that crap up your ＊ss with a jack hammer. You ain't gone shame me into talking to these dumb ＊ss broke ＊ss, broken men down here. The only person I am going to be loyal to is myself. Loyalty got me no where in life but got me tossed to the side, run over and abandon. Screw loyalty!
With that being said, I am happy for everything I've attempted to accomplish this year. I couldn't have done it without my wonderful customers and those who are fans of my business. Hopefully next year, I can stock back up on the things they came here for.
12/6 I tried that microneedling tool. I posted a review of it on Patreon so join the Nightmare tier. I will answer any questions there as well!
12/7 Yes, I tried that microneedling tool again. I hope it gives me the results I'm looking for.
Oh and btw, here's my stuff and birthday freebie from Ulta!!
Love Wellness Healthy V Vitamin, December Birthday Gift - Clinique Moisture Surge 100H Auto-Replenishing Moisturizer, and Color Wow Dream Coat Supernatural Spray
My final day before I turn 38.
Meow~ I'm wearing the eyeshadow from the freebie batch from Ulta. Last post
12/8 Today is my birthday! No one wished me a happy birthday on either of my FB pages which is ok. I'm done with Facebook anyway, only to go update my businesses on there. When I came out of the house, Mom opened her arms for an embrace. She wished me a happy birthday and I said I love you Mom. We went to BJ's(pizookie), Olive Garden(five cheese ziti, salad and chocolate lasagna), Chili's(cheese burger, fries, salad and drink) and Taco Bell(grilled cheese fries with beef and Baja drink). I got her something from TB and gave her the salad from Chili's that she loves.
Edit- Let me come back to add that my family actually did wish me a happy birthday on FB. I never got a notification or anything but on my other page, NO ONE wished me a happy birthday which is fine because I don't use FB that much. But thank you for my folks along with Créole Bella who messaged me.💜
For the most part, my birthday sucked. I hate the people down here so much. Why do I continue to torture myself by still living down here? I just wanted to spend time with my Mom. My time is so up here, been up.
My selfie and these photos tell it all...
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| I am not sure why I look like this in this photo. That bruise from that microbrasing wand(I no longer use it) still won't go away and a lump I'm going to have to do something about. I'm going to have to lighten it up-the bruise. |
Hairbow, Shirt, Blazer- Ma＊rs
Necklace- Rainbow Shop
Birthday Badge- Claire's
Lipgloss, Eyeliner- Crapmart, Walgreens
Eyeshadow- Bella & Co
Can I say that the food s＊cked(haven't tried Olive Garden's yet)? I don't think I want to eat out again for my birthday. I was better off cooking at home. For my birthday, I think I'd prefer experience instead of wasting my time at these restaurants.
Well, at least the Christmas tree at the casino looked amazing(compared to the reptilian looking Black feamon who works there😵💫)!
12/9 Yeah, I didn't bite my tongue on how horrible the food was(still haven't tried Olive Garden's yet).
Anyways, my stuff from Icing and Claire's arrived today.
I don't care what nobody says! That Santa hat👒 is bad ＊ss! Glad I purchased it on discount because now, no one can purchase it.
Y'all know I will use those pink ones for V-day next year!
The pizookie was good but instead of going there every year, I could just get a roll of cookie dough🍪 and some Breyer's Vanilla Bean ice cream🍨 and be through with it.
I know you all are wondering if I got anything for Christmas. Nope. Nothing. The only thing I'm looking forward to Christmas, are the horror movies!!!
I came back to report that five cheese ziti from Olive Garden was really good! Here's a picture of it!🍝
Oh man, I want to go back. The place was exceptional!
12/12 Don't ask me why I'm just putting up the Christmas tree.🎄
It looks beautiful though. We don't really have the space to put it so I improvised like Jurassic 5.
I looked into my spam bin to see a message entitled 'settlement' on it. It is from Boohoo. Lucky it didn't get deleted but I don't want to shop there anymore. I'll give it to my Mother.
Look at the chocolate lasagna from Olive Garden!🍫
I am just eating it because uh hello? I'm dieting and not trying to overeat!
12/14 I've been noticing that I've been drinking water🚰 more than usual. It's always during the hotter months, is where I consume a lot of water. But this time, I am drinking more water. It's odd for me, perhaps my body is going through some changes.
12/16 This is my latest freebie.
SkinCeuticals PHYTO CORRECTIVE GEL-I love getting their samples. #IAgreeSkinCeuticals
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Wow Belgium is gorgeous!!!
Here's what I ate today!
Beef stuffed ravioli with parmesan garlic bread.🍞
12/20 I've been watching that new Mortal Kombat 1 gameplay and finished it.
I have to say once Kitana and Liu Kang kissed, the biggest smile appeared on my face, I tell ya! They are my favorite video game couple!!😍
Time to show some appreciation for the face models!
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| Raiden Face Model |
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| Kung Lao Face Model |
Come get these 🍑!!!!
12/23 These past couple of days have been so stressful for me. I'm glad we went to the casino and I hit a Royal Flush! And it was the Ghostbusters new slot game!
I enjoyed playing this game. I look forward to playing again!😀
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12/25 Welp it's Christmas so Merry Christmas to you all! Mom said yesterday that Christmas isn't what it used to be. It sure isn't. My Dad's gone, my cousin's gone, I have no friends where I live and I never really cared for Christmas to begin with. Just the holiday theme of wearing red, silver and green. I was hoping we would go visit my step sister in West Louisiana but plans were changed.
I've decided to put one of my cameras up for sale. The Nikon one. It takes amazing pictures but the fact that it relies on batteries is a thumbs down for me. My old Samsung will be up soon too. I want my cameras to get a better home where someone will use them. I want them to feel inspired like I am whenever I take photos. I've grown accustomed to my Canon cameras. Back it up by getting a selfie lamp here!
I didn't do anything today other than tonight, I checked out this video game entitled Christmas Nightmare.
12/26 I feel so much better today after making my special water. I hadn't drunk this in months. I was checking out my skin and told myself, I need to go back to what I used to do.
12/30 Nothing really interesting going on. I can't mention enough how much I hate my home town. I really do. It doesn't even look the same anymore with the new houses being built and etc. The folks are still immature and r＊tarded as usual. I was telling my Mom yesterday, not sure what they have against me here but I'm not about to apologize for being me. She asks why should you? If I have the extra income to what I make, I would have left a long time ago. I can't conduct proper business with short bus riding slow birds. I'm proud of myself for all I've accomplished this year. My dedication to my business has driven me steps closer to finally getting out of Louisiana. This place is toxic, these people are even more toxic. I'm trying not to stress myself because I want to go into the new year with clear skin and a focused mind.
I'm going to be watching some movies related to the subject I am studying; the occult and s3cr3+ s0c13+13s. I will list the movies I am watching until the New Year. Yesterday, I watched a documentary about Aleister Crowley. I pretty much knew about him from the book I have posted at my store.
Alice, Sweet Alice
Society
House of the Devil
Will I be making reviews of these movies? Maybe...
It's 123123. Wow... I feel like this month went by too fast. I swear I was just celebrating my birthday, then Christmas came and went. I did make my wish. I want it to come true next year!
Today, I watched Under the Silver Lake and Possessor(my favorite scene was when that Italian guy pulled his out🍆! Whew! Had to rewind that TWICE!). I feel like I need to make reviews for these films.
My brother had me listening to some old school jazz music. I haven't heard these songs in like 20 years. I love jazz music. It used to help me through depression when I was younger. I can't believe he found these songs.😢 My old boom box used to be blasting these songs!!
This year had its ups and downs. Just like years prior, I wished that things were different. I'm sure we all did. But I'm grateful for the awesome customers of my store. I thank them a lot because if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have made the money I did this year(and years before). I want to go into the New Year with even more success. I know others want to mention love and such. Sure, don't we all? With me, considering my circumstances, I'm done with love(with anyone from down here is concerned). I would rather lick the bottom of a dirty toilet than find myself anchored down to broken trash bags. My lonely days subsided the moment I realized that the dating pool is a lake contaminated with chemical wastes, garbage and skeletons. It sound odious but that's how I feel. I would say more, but I would add this to the New Years Post. 2024 is the year to be unapologetically selfish and proud of it. When I brought up to my brother that someone said we weren't Native American. He proudly shouts YES WE ARE! I embrace my Native heritage and I'm happy to hear that he does as well. I'm going to embrace it even more next by continuing to renounce the other half(while still loving my Mother). I'm sick of that community. Will go into more detail next year.
Fave Video Games of The Year
The Last of Us(it came out years ago but it was really good!)
Ikai
Inunaki Tunnel(can't wait to start on my Japanese U.L. books)
The Ghost Train
Sleeping Dogs(old school but it was pretty cool)
Yakuza 6(old school but I loved that it reminded me of those J-dramas I used to watch a long time ago)
Blood Wash(out of all of them, this game was my favorite as it was a throwback to the 80s)
The Devil In Me(awesome game about HH Holmes serial killer)
Missing Children - 行方不明
Paper Dolls 2 纸人贰
Night Delivery 例外配達
Under: Depths Of Fear
Greyhill Incident(despite it being labelled the worst game of 2023, I actually liked it.)
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Eternal Evil
Sniper Elite: N@zi Zombie Army(I thought this game was pretty cool!)
SLENDER THE ARRIVAL Remastered
Painkiller Hell & Damnation
Manacle | 猪仔
Quake 4
Mortal Kombat 1(the only thing I didn't like about it, is Kitana taking a backseat to Mileena)
Christmas Nightmare
Dead Space Remake(not sure why they remade it but it's great as always)
Resident Evil 4 Remake(again, not sure why they remade it but I love it)
And this is all for this post and year. How has this year treated you all? What do you look forward to next year? Feel free to comment below. Also, if this post has been of use for you, feel free to share and submit a donation. Au revoir~✌