Oh boy... It's May y'all... Despite this month being a difficult month for me as it's the month my late father was born in, I am going to try and make it through this... Even though there are people out there who are blocking my blessings, I refuse to let them win!
Here's the latest purchase from 6%dokidoki.
Kawaii Monster X Hello Kitty plates, mug and chopsticks! I just purchased them because I have been in Hello Kitty mode all year.😄
This month is also AAPI Heritage Month which means we will continue to watch more Asian movies, especially horror ones. So I will be watching some Asian horror games today. I don't have a choice really because my period started and I am feeling like crap.☹️
Video game of the night:
AKAZU Off limits
I went back to watching Junji Ito Maniac: Japanese Tales of Macabre. For some reason, I never finished watching it from last year. So far, it's great! I don't want to spoil myself but I got three episodes left!
Oh look a heart shaped potato!
Then tonight, I checked out this Korean horror movie entitled Exhuma. I've noticed they put out a lot of exorcism type of movies as of late. I remember watching the Wailing years ago.
5/2 Happy 80th birthday to my wonderful father! I am missing you every single day of my life and reminded of how much the maturity in the family from both sides deteriorated. Just so much immaturity that I don't want to be around any of it. You can tell the lack of maturity in the generations after it, by who raised them. Got morons pushing 60 talking about they want a 'butt' and folks pushing 80 still doing the same crap an 8 year old is doing. Which is gossiping and starting unnecessary drama! It's like where do you draw the damn line and realize that life is too short for foolishness? There are family members who don't talk to me, you know why? Because they owe me an apology and I refuse to speak to them until I receive one. I try to stay out of beefs because I have issues of my own but when you see elders acting like grad school kids, I know we're all doomed. Ain't nobody smart or trying to get smart! But anyways, I miss you Dad and wish you were still here.
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A family member had to leave state for a job. I want to leave state as well, not just to get away from Louisiana but my toxic family too.
Hair report: new growth in areas where I previously had no hair at. I've notice that some of my new growth is straight hair. And folks still won't believe I'm half Native American. smdh🙄
Time to celebrate my first sales of the month! Yay!!🎉🎊💰
And the first sample of the month is this!
Like I said, can never get enough sunscreen!
5/3 Yikes on a bike! Rue21 has filed for bankruptcy and closing all stores! I found out in an email from yesterday! Wow I feel for the workers! This is why they say that no job is secured! I haven't shopped there in years because in store, I could never find anything. But online, I bought some cute Asian themed clothing. Man... I hate when stores go out of business, even as someone who is an introvert.
Tonight, I watched I Did It My Way with Andy Lau. I came across this film by looking up someone else. I realized he was in it with him so I checked it out! It was a sad movie.
5/4 My supplies from Hobby Lobby arrived in the mail today. Now, I can start on those wedding themed bows.
I went to the casino with my step brother. I won a little money. I am glad I am getting the confidence to win. I have been having doubts about myself but now I can see myself winning it big!!
Tonight, I watched the first three episodes of The Junji Ito Collection. So far, it's just as good as the current one. I have to finish watching that one too.
5/5 I watched some more of the Junji Ito Collection. These stories are really good! Then tonight, I watched The Grandmaster. It's because of Tony Leung who I also saw earlier in Shang Chi.
Tonight, I went down the rabbit hole and decided to check out Tony Leung's *** scenes and OMG I WASN'T READY!!
Wow, scenes with both women and men! Very versatile! Definitely got a fan in me! Too bad Andy Lau hadn't done scenes like these in the past unless I've overlooked them!👀👄
5/6 We were suppose to BBQ today but my male relative got into it with his penguin Cobblepot gf and they left. I can't stress enough with being careful of who you get into relationships with. He's no saint but he needs to get his own place!
Tonight, I watched Undercover Punch & Gun and good god almighty were there some hotties in this film! I was introduced to a lot of hotties thanks to Nicholas Tse. I think he's the reason I found Shawn Yue(Edit- It was Edison Chen)!!! Nicholas always has hot Chinese men in his movies!
Then I watched Bodyguards and Assassins. Nicholas and Donnie thought they were slick barely being in the movie and getting killed off towards the end. lmao
5/7 This morning, I watched Firestorm. It was recommended and it has Andy Lau in it. So... lol
Let me echo what I said last year: May has always been my favorite month, as far as the projects I get into. So far, have some exciting projects that will be coming my way and I am looking forward to it!
Yep because so far, I have some exciting projects I'm apart with larger payouts!
Look at my dinner for tonight!
Oiishi!!!
5/9 It's been drama alley over here but I'm ok, won't allow it to get to me. Anyways, here's what I got from Japan.
The skirts were hard to get over my damn hips as usual but they fit nonetheless! I have been leaning towards Neo-China and Neo-Tokyo styles! Very Cyberpunk!
I logged into my Afrojuku account on IG to see what I missed. No one is really active outside of Creole Bella. Just a bunch of celebrity posts. One post caught my attention: move to another city and start a new life. This is really want I need. My step brother told me last Saturday when we looked up at the sky at a plane going by that one day, I'll be on one. I am looking forward to that day.
Tonight, I got to Tokyo Vice. Man, this show is good! Got some eye candy in it, including Ansel himself! His Japanese was exceptional! What I have been noticing a common theme with these Japanese movies and shows, is that they have ingratiated Koreans into them. Reminds me of that movie Bad City and that video game Yakuza. Spoiler: the Backstreet Boys Vs. N'Sync part had me screaming. Ole boy flipped him off when N'Sync started playing. LMAO
5/10 I had a dream last night that I was in Tokyo. Man I wanna go so freaking bad!!! I have to go! I have the money to go but don't want to go by myself! I have been eyeing another country too but I'm not going to say.
I went through my closet to find clothes for tomorrow and came across a corset top from my ex best friend. Guess where it's going? Uh huh lol
I went gambling to a few casinos and won some cash. I still need to go to the larger casinos. I could be winning more if I do that. I am tempted to get fast food but I am tired of dealing with Black people at these businesses!
And speaking of food, from the casinos we went to, I had jambalaya, French fries and popcorn. Yeah, quite the combination. lol
I've decided that I am not going to be nice to Black women anymore. I am done. I am going to treat them like I treat White women, persona non grata. Once they smile in my face, they are talking about me behind my back. I've noticed some of the people I became cool with over the years, hated me at some point or at least, mocked me. I have been lenient on trusting people but now, I can't do it anymore. And I don't like being like this. I have to protect my energy from demons of any form. I hate how f＊cking dusty they are, talking to random ugly nasty White men who spit in cups at casinos! You can't sit with me, sl＊ts!
5/11 I am still watching Tokyo Vice. I think the only thing I don't like about the show, are the guys sweating those strong face troon looking White chicks on there. It's cringe, especially when Samantha pushes Sato and he almost falls. Those b＊tches have testosterone. lol Other than that, I am enjoying the show!
Mom brought home jambalaya...
5/12 Today I watched Badges of Fury because I've never heard of it after looking up Jet Li. This movie felt more like a horror movie but it was suppose to be a comedy. lol
Mom brought home some more jambalaya from this Mother's Day party she went to. I don't want anymore jambalaya y'all...😵💫
I finished watching THE JUNJI ITO COLLECTION. Very good series! Then tonight, I watched It Comes. I wanted to watch it because Junichi Okada is in it!
5/13 Today, I watched Memoir of a Murderer and it's actually---
5/14 Er, we're back! A tornado was in town so we were out of power yesterday and this morning! But back to what I was saying... This movie was really good! I didn't get to finish it last night but I did today once the power came back on.
I went to get some Domino's Pizza. This Black chick walks in and speaks to me(shocks me because hood Blacks never speak to anyone). She asks the White girl who was preparing the pizza, is her name J and if she remembers her. The White girl gave a dry answer yeah and the Black girl looks at me. I balled my mouth and looked straight ahead. Y'all gone learn about the White folks down here. Then again, will they? When I see my classmates, I keep it pushing. There's nothing to rekindle with these ＊ssholes. They've haven't been around me for twenty years, what is there to talk about and rekindle? I went to school with the White sk＊nk at the bank(ha!) and now she has a problem with me for some reason. Reminds me of this White girl I was bbfs with in middle school who returned to the school, and she didn't like me for some reason. And we were close back then. I hadn't talked to any of my White classmates since 2015 when one of them wanted us to have a reunion. Mm no thank you. I am getting my money back from these janky ＊ss dentists. Glad I called my insurance because I was like damn, they are taking money from me every time I go here! I don't trust these nasty ＊ss White folks down here. If they smile in your face, just know you're in trouble. Look at what happened to the idiot who got pushed into the lake and he's making excuses that they didn't mean it. Black men down here have issues!
And the first thing I wanted to once the power came on was rest up before going back to making my money. I am going to stop going to this dentist office once I do the cleaning.
5/15 Today, I started on Season 4 of Attack on Titan. I haven't watched this anime in five years and shame on me! I had to rewatch the last episode from Season 3 to refresh my memory. I've been through so much sh＊t that I can barely remember anything. But so far, this season is heating up! Spoilers- I really hate that Sasha got killed! I love her and Hange!! I thought it was hilarious when she asked ole boy why his skin is so dark. lmao
5/16 I helped Mom mow the lawn again. I didn't get bite by ants🐜 but I got bit by something!🦟 Plus the leaves in the other yard are itchy as hell!
5/17 Today, I decided to check out Death Note and Death Note: The Last Name. I've heard of this a long time ago, along with the anime but had no interest in watching it. I have to say I am impressed by it and hate that I didn't watch it sooner.
Then I checked out Memoirs of a Murderer. This is apparently the Japanese version of the film I watched days ago.
5/18 Today, I checked out Terra Formars. Ugh, it's just as gross as the anime! But it had some hotties in it, including Shun Oguri's fine ＊ss!
I watched Yakuza Apocalypse and man, you can't go wrong with Takashi Miike and his over the topness. lmao This movie was a trip!😂😩🤦
One thing I've been picking in some of these movies are lines like this: I've always been the lonely kid. I swear I've heard this at least three times in these movies. I can so relate to this. I would expound more on this but not in this damn blog!
Tonight, I watched Chime. Despite it being short, I actually liked it. Should have been longer.
5/19 Whew another hot ＊ss day! I watched Rage. It's like the Japanese version of the movie Crash.
I was craving some Andy Lau so I watched The Bodyguard. Always thought Sammo Hung was amazing!
I spotted this sign on my way from BK(got food for a family member) that said: you are worth it. Believe that!
Then I watched End Game because I had to see Andy Lau. Whew, he is so sexy in that leather jacket!! I absolutely LOVED the ending where the girl jumps right on him!
5/20 My step brother came over today. His friend offered us plates with spaghetti, corn and garlic Texas toast!
Mom made a good point about how folks will see the stuff I make and want it for free. And she's right. I bust my off, making my hair beaux and jewelry. And people have the audacity to want it for free. She also told that person that when you tell them how much it costs, it's too high. The time and care I put into my products, yeah, it can be pricey. I told her, they don't have no problem spending a lot of money with non-Black people. They only try that rip off crap, whenever it's a Black or mixed person involved. They know better than to try that with the Asians or Middle Easterners, they'll throw them out! I always tell them, if you can't afford it, don't waste your time demanding I hand it to you for free.
I washed my hair and wow, barely any breakage! I do want my hair to grow longer though!!
5/21 Hey ya'll. I won't be returning to that dentist office again. Just too much shady sh＊t going on with that place and I do not trust those trailer trash ＊ss White folks who work there. You can view my ether of them on my Yelp profile. They gave me a dental treat bag, but I will save this stuff incase I ever go on vacation! Even the White guy I spoke to over the phone, associated with my insurance was weird as f＊ck! I don't want these White people down here talking to me ever again.
Anyways, the freebie of the day
Alicia Keyes Keys Rejuvenating Firm Belief Smoothing Peptide Cream
Her serum is really good, very glittery!
5/22 Today, I went through my goodie stash and found something to sell! I need to make some money asap! I am still exploring my options for another dentist within my network!
Now, before you guys hurl trash my way, I finally opened my fortune cookie! Here's what it said.
Interesting...
5/23 Just another hot and annoying day in the South. Why did that dark skinned b＊tch at Rouses look like a Terra Former? LMAO She seems slow and tried to be rude until she caught herself. I can't wait to get my license(you know what I'm talking about).
Mom got me some more of these Meiji snacks!
I can't get enough of them!
5/25 It's early in the morning and they just had to put Dead 7 on and I'm on my period!! Dammit! Nick Carter looks so fine in this movie!! Then Push with Chris Evans in it didn't help it either!
Update! I will be restocking over at our store! Next month, will have a lot of restocks on Gyaru clothing! After this, I won't be restocking for a while so get whatever's left and wait til I decided to purchase more items for my store! No refunds, no price negotiations(read my quote above where my Mom was talking about my products) or international shipping!
I finally finished watching Junji Ito Maniac: Japanese Tales of the Macabre. Such a great show! Then tonight, I watched Svaha: The Sixth Finger, a Korean horror/thriller. It was good, the main actor reminds me of Donnie Yen a bit. lol
5/26 I saw this at Crapmart and thought I'd try it!
It's way too sweet but it's good though.
5/27 Happy Memorial Day! I assisted a bit Mom with barbecuing.
Just as I said on X, I've returned to reading my books. It's been months and I needed a break because of the nightmares I was having. Now, I have to return back to reading as I have these books to complete.
Then I watched Cold War. Andy Lau was only in it for a few minutes.
5/28 I had to do some errands today and at the bank, that big back White b＊tch with the horrible skin tried to get me to acknowledge her again. How many times, do I have to ignore her ＊ss? But get this, the black femon I go to, to do my business with, was laughing at her. She asks her, if she was laughing at her because if she is, she laughs at herself sometimes. Yeah, and I was laughing at you too. Because of how silly and immature you are. I didn't let you get under my skin like you thought you could. I paid your dusty ＊ss dust! Now grow up and get a life! I can see why I stopped f＊cking with y'all back in the early 2000s.
I really don't give a damn about what people think of me and how I manage my money. How I manage my money, is how I managed to have more than most of my family members on my Black side of the family. They have to come to me for advice and wanting to borrow(and I never do). These people down here are clowns, which is why I call them The Killer KKKlowns of Louisiana. They live up to that title to a T! No sense of integrity or maturity what so ever!
It stormed here a bit again but that didn't stop me from watching A Fighter's Blues. I just had to see my boy Andy Lau doing some Muay Thai!
5/29 I had a really strange dream last night... That I was in a relationship with the gay White dude from my last job. WTF??? Oh hell naw! That dude was a backstabbing b＊tch! And the thing is, he's still on my Facebook page. We haven't talked since October.
Freebie of the Day
NYX Cosmetics Marshmellow 10-In-1 Smoothing Primer
I saw this on this freebie website and thought I'd request it. I don't wear makeup that much but I'd consider it once I do.
I signed up for Zelle today. I have to have more than one payment options because of these survey websites I use.
Despite it storming a bit, I couldn't resist watching Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame. This movie was good. I loved Andy and Li Bingbing in it!
5/31 I went to the Asian Supermarket in Baton Rouge(I've written a review on here). The parking area is a dangerous. The Asian guy who passed by while smoking his cigar was checking me out. I saw this cute White guy, who came into McDonalds. In shape, great smile, just reminded me of why I've always preferred Caucasian men. He wasn't even from this state, he is from out West, which is where I'm trying to go! lol Not to mention, he smelled good and had my older sister sweating. lmao
I wish there were more of a Japanese community in B.R. There's only a small percentage of them there.
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