Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to the July 2024 edition of this blog post! Click here to continue!
Whew, and it's still HOT! I went to the MOL today with Mom and realized that the people down here are still dumb as hell! If only we could just leave Louisiana! My life would be so much better! I laughed when I saw Rose Benton being gone! I remember how rude the owner was when I walked in and she walks around me, knowing I needed assistance with this dress I wanted to buy(she didn't have it, according to her employee). Black people act like every Black/mixed person have no money and they don't want it. Probably why she went out of business(GOOD)! I had the money for the dress, I keep forgetting how colorist and ignorant these demons are down here. These big forehead weirdo ＊ss light skinned b＊tches think they're something they're not but I like to remind them!
Selfie of the Day
Hair buns/Parka/thigh highs- Listen Flavor
Let me get something off my chest. Last Thursday, I was having a conversation with my Mother about friends and she told me not to trust them. At first, I was like she's wrong. But then, I looked at my analytics on Instagram for my latest photo to see that they are in fact, seeing my posts.
And speaking of under attack, I mentioned on X that when I walked pass this trash White dude, I heard him ask the other one 'is she hot?' Because I was wearing my Miku Hatsune parka. First of all, bad breath, lice haired m＊thaf＊cka, I can wear whatever the f＊ck I want! I wasn't even sweating in the Mall, I had on a highlighter, which caused my skin to look shiny today. As if I care what y'all think because a lot of you are broke as hell down here and age like sh＊t! The only time you want to start flirting with Black women is when your own women won't entertain you or see you as worthless! I earned $10 from a study today, would you like for me to give it to you because I know y'all don't bathe and your breath stinks down here? I don't pedestalize no race of men. They all seem to have an issue with Black and mixed women at the end of the day. Worry about your low testosterone/birth rates, your weird p＊rn f＊tishes, your inability to hold down a job to the point where you have to live off your wives, poor hygiene and receding hairlines before you have an issue with what I'm wearing. I don't dress to impress men! F＊ck the men down here, ok?
I have to say that I'm proud of myself with my spending. Haven't been shopping much and haven't been eating out either. I have been using the gift cards and cash cards to purchase my items now. It has saved me a lot. I wanted to get back to working but I was reminded earlier why I just want to work from home.
I went to the Oriental Market in Baton Rouge and wrote a review on it! Click here!
7/2 Another hot, boring ＊ss day. My stomach isn't feeling too well. I decided to check out another video game. Yes, more Backrooms!!
Backrooms Doors
And tonight, I watched Polar Rescue with Donnie Yen in it. Something different from his usual action and kung fu type of films.
Sample of The Day
La Roche Posay Toleriane Double Repair Matte Face Moisturizer for Oily Skin7/3 Well, I decided to get something to eat. Mom stepped up to buy it and I gave her and my bro the wings. I am going to start watching these Black folks at these fast food places. Because I don't trust them over food. Any slight they feel towards you, I feel like they'll do something to your food. I made sure to rebuke anything that femon added to this food. I heard her b＊tching about working ten hours. Unless you have health issues, shut the f＊ck up and work! Be glad your lazy bum a＊sses can get a job but we know y'all would rather live off the government or your daughters' resources.
I got this cheeseburger Melt from Pizza Hut but I won't be returning.
7/4 Happy 4th of July! I baked some Oreo brownie cups!
Yum!
It rained a bit here so I decided to check out some more games.
Parasocial | パラソーシャル - The theme in this game reminds me of that convo I had with Mom days ago. So weird...
YOKO - Creepy game but loved the melody at the end of it.
7/5 I had run a little errands for Mom and I already mentioned what happened when I went there. I don't need to expound any further. When I got home, I decided to go down memory lane and watched Iron Monkey. Then I watched Iron Monkey 2, which I had never seen.
I've finally decided to check out Squid Games. I watched two episodes tonight. I heard about this show years ago, when I was working at my job before the last. It was pretty popular and you guys know me, I don't believe the hype until I see it. And so far, this show is pretty fun!
7/6 I watched some of Money in the Bank🏦 but I really wanted to finish watching Squid game and I did! One thing I told my brother about this show, is the the blatant symbolism in it; the masks, the VIP area, the checkered board floors, the PlayStation shapes, organ harvesting and the overall 1llum1nat1 feel to it. Overall, it was a good show. I was pulling for the cop to live. I wonder if they plan on making another season of this. It's been three years!
7/8 I ran some errands with my Mom and fortunately, I did not get picked up today. lol Instead, they were c＊＊ning their ＊sses off(see my X account). I don't give a damn about these people so anyways... I thought these were cute!
I wanted to buy all of them but I didn't buy any. I have enough stuff in my house. lol Oh, that's my Mom in the last pic. lol
Yesterday, I tested out my LED items from Crapmart. One of the blocks don't work on one and the other doesn't rotate anymore. Alas, I used them in this photo as well as my latest Tiktok video!
Selfie of the Day
Hairband- Claire's
Halter- Rainbowshop
Necklace/Glasses- Party City
Snowglobe- Claire's
7/10 I used one of my old cowashes today and whew, my hair absolutely loves it! I told my mother that my hair texture looks different. Still nappy as hell but the curls look looser than usual...
Tonight, I decided to check out this Asian horror game
The Bridge Curse: Road to Salvation - I actually rewatched the movie again days ago. The game is almost exactly like it!
7/11 I noticed days ago that Michaels got their Halloween section already open in their emails. I am not too big on decorating anymore. I might put my tree up with those Halloween decorations I got from FiveDollar Tree.
7/12 Mom wanted to get free fries from McDonalds. Apparently, the young femon working there caught an attitude with her which I didn't realize it. She says the food wasn't sh＊t and she's not going back. I usually don't eat from there much anymore anyway because of my horrible experience working there years ago. The food is the same and hasn't changed at all. I'd rather us use our money for experiences. But with these companies only wanting to give me virtual accounts, I have no choice but to go out into the storm and deal with these ignorant ＊ss people! It's like what I said on X, they are not going fire these people anymore for being disrespectful because they need workers. I am still saving up until I am finally out of this place!
What got me, was I saw an Asian chick working there. That caught me off guard because they usually don't work in fast food, at least, the mainstream ones unless it's Panda Express. They usually work for their own people, own their own business or work at pharmacies. I was trying to look at her, she was looking at me but this n＊gga comes walking up, trying to get into my peripheral vision and asks me if I got my order. Like dude, MOVE! lol Nothing against him but move out of the way, sir!
New Police Story - I watched this because I don't think I watched it years ago.
7/13 Just another hot day!
The Bridge Curse 2: The Extrication - I've been watching this since nights ago. The first one, it was a demo until I found the full game. The elevator part reminded me of the camera footage of Elisa Lam at the Cecil Hotel.
Tonight, I decided to check out Crooked Silence video game. I didn't understand this game and it felt short! After that, I checked out V/H/S/85.
Y'all know I was intrigued with it because it's my year! The first part was gory and I was eating so I had to turn it off to watch some of From Vegas to Macau. Since it's late, I will finish watching this tomorrow. I hadn't finished watching the earlier V/H/S films because I got disinterested in the cliff hanger stories. This one kept my interest though. Had no idea Scott Derrickson was apart of this. He directed my other favorite film which is The Black Phone(even a Hellraiser film!)!
These are so good!
Oreo and Chips Ahoy Muffins!!!
7/14 I did finish watching From Vegas to Macau. I was yearning for some martial arts today so I checked out:
KILL ZONE 2 - Nothing but hotties up in this movie: Tony Jaa, Wu Jing and Jin(Max) Zhang!
MASTER Z: IP MAN LEGACY - I had no idea this one was about the guy who IP Man defeated in the third movie. It was surprisingly good! It came on tv, on one of those Spanish channels a year ago.
7/16 I finally got around to washing my makeup brushes! I have so many that I didn't bother to clean them until now!
This evening, I decided to check out Kung Fu League. Really loved the concept of this film!
7/17 Mom told me it was raining🌧️ so I had my ＊ss out there in the rain today! One thing I love about having natural hair, is that I can get it wet and not worry about losing the style! The rain was cold, yet I stayed out there long enough to get my mind off stuff.
Tonight, I decided to watch The Comeback (2023). This movie was really good! Very different! I have to say that Simon Yam looks damn good for a man who's almost 70!!!
7/18 It rained🌧️ again today. I decided to make some hair bows. I got lost while making them but they came out great! I just made the base and will continue to make more once they sell out!
Today, I decided to check out some more games!
Stigmatized Property : 事故物件
The Caregiver : 終焉介護
I think I've ran out of Asian horror games! Ahh poo!
7/19 Another rainy day🌧️ and all I can think about is going gambling at the larger casinos! Anyways, made some more bows.
I hate having to tell grown folks, to keep their problems to themselves because folks don't care! I told this person, when I left my last job, they thought I was gone the first time but I showed back up. But on the final day, I smiled and grinned in their face, then boom, I didn't show up again. Because they didn't see it coming. Thinking about it, I have no regrets working there but as always, it's them hiring teenagers. They are a problem and I hate them with a f＊cking passion! I want my next job, it will be around mature adults(neither are Black or White!)!
7/20 I am glad that I opted into receiving a physical Visa card💳 instead of this virtual sh＊t! I can use this to perhaps eat out(not) or just purchase certain stuff I need.
Mom went to a baby shower and brought food home. I only took pix of the cookies she brought.
And these were delic!
Video Game Of The Night
Janitor Bleeds - Another retro styled game which takes place in an arcade. Too bad for the ending, yikes!
Asian Movie Of The Night
Blind War - I have been on somewhat of a binge of Andy On films. This movie was good and reminded me a bit of Kenji from Mortal Kombat.
7/21 I had a nightmare last night that I made up with my ex best friend and another Black chick I stopped being friends with years ago. Ain't no way in hell, I'll ever make up with that psycho b＊tch(or the other one!)! The days of me forgiving people for looking down and disrespecting me are over with! Why you think I didn't go to that baby shower yesterday? That person still owes me an apology. And this is their third pregnancy. I don't believe in forgiveness anymore. I need to forgive myself for allowing this individual to take advantage of me, mistreat me and string me along for so many years, knowing nothing was going to change. The cockiness these chicks get from getting into relationships and then marriage is hilarious when just 24 hours ago, you were boohooing about how much your life sucks to the point where some of them were s＊icidal. I never judged them for their 'mental states' or their pill popping but they look down on me because I can't get out Louisiana! I care too much about people, which always got my ＊ss into trouble! I don't need nobody to save me from my problems! But in the end, the right choice was made as I want nothing to do with these chicks who are with Black dudes. Times are too dangerous to have these demons around, and they are known for not being protectors but need protection FROM. All these Black chicks ranting about Black men are mad because they got treated bad by them. I'm only accepting friendships with Asian women now.
I hate dumb females who get an ego boost off of watching their exes grovel at their feet so they can run back to his ＊ss! Just pathetic and I want nothing to do with that drama!
@Texas_Made_
1 day ago
Unfortunately i had to learn the hard way growing up in the suburbs being friends with 2 whyte females from elementary-middle school..once high school came around,they acted too good for me..only started ignoring me once i "bloomed" into maturity,became more confident, while they aged badly,and it hurt BAD because i then realized they probally never were truly my friend..they just used me to boost themselves up..did i mention alwaysss flirting with any guy they knew i liked ,now as a adult i keep my circle small..
Yes to all of this! This is exactly why I stopped being friends with White chicks back in the early 2000s. Haven't made one since!
I've been watching this Netflix documentary entitled In the Name of God: A Holy Betrayal today and whew, it's something else! I've been wanting to watch it for months but never got around to watching it. Until now... I am still watching it but man, it made me think about these older, religious Black de-mens. Nothing but demons! I need to make two videos on the predators who lived across the street from me, who are now deceased(one from natural causes and the other was m＊rdered). Both men were 'religious' which was funny considering that the majority of Black men are in fact, atheists. You almost never see them in church unless it's for nefarious reasons! I noticed a pattern with these types of stories, is that there's always a woman somewhere grooming and enabling male abusers. I've talked about this before. I can't wait to make videos again!
Also, while watching this, the image of the older Black femon from Pizza Hut somehow popped into my head. And then it came to me, she's the lady from Dollar Tree a long time ago! I think I've mentioned in this very blog that I attempted to apply for Dollar Tree but was declined(I think this was over ten years ago!)! I even approached this very lady about it and she told me to come in for an interview. Yes! She was the one who told me she wanted to give the job to an older lady(for some reason, this older lady never showed up!). I remember this chain smoking sl＊t! Now look where she's at, lmao! Pizza Hut is the last place I'd want to work at! Good food but nah... Now I know why she kept looking at me and possibly did something to my food. You don't have to do nothing to a b＊tch for her to dislike you! F＊cking bum!
7/22 I woke up from a very peculiar nightmare. I even had to draw it. But anyways, it rained🌧️ this morning as informed by my Mom. I had my butt out there in it. It's a spiritual thing for me while silly ＊ss White folks use the rain to play in it. It means something to me. That's all I will say.
I was finally able to see my niece today. I haven't seen her since September of last freaking year! I kept that Monster's High jacket for her, despite my Mom wanting me to sell it. She fit that jacket like a glove! She looked great in it! I really miss her... When I asked her, if she liked living here in Louisiana or where she is now. She tells me she likes it where she lives now because the teachers here were mean to her. Louisiana folks are extremely unfriendly assholes who will screw you over ever chance they get! They love holding grudges as well. Such a pathetic, and useless group of garage cans! There's no damn future here!
I read a story in my Edgar Allan Poe book. I still have many stories to go. lol
The Freebie Of The Day
Elf Cosmetics Blemish Breaking Acne Clarifying Cleanser
7/24 My Harley X Shein items arrived!
I didn't take pix because I will be making a Tiktok video instead! Everything looks great! That choker is already sold out! Glad I got it because Shein almost never restocks!
More rain!🌧️ I've completed my hair bows! Will debut them next month!
I finally finished watching Suicide Squad Kill The Justice League and it was a joyride! Boy I was almost tearing up with the goodbye to Batman and the Thank You Kevin at the end. He was a part of my childhood and I loved the Batman series!
7/25 I watched two more episodes of Tokyo Vice! I hate when I stray away from my shows because I end up forgetting what happened!
7/26 Video game of the Night
Dread X : The Hunt (The THING Inspired Horror) - Eh, I could have passed on this. The soundtrack was great though!
Movie of the Night
Imaginary - I forgot to watch this movie and finally got around to watching it. Should I make a review of it or nah?
7/27 Video game of the day
Psychopath Massacre- Too short! That's all I got!
I went into my garage to get my wedding accessories I made. I am so serious about getting these done!
Video games of the Night
Durium Hospital Lost Tape 95
Strongford Penitentiary Lost Tape 91
Reef light conundrum
Then I watched All Eyes. It reminded me of another horror movie I watched last year or the year before. It might be the same main actor.
7/28 We went to FiveDollar Tree and I picked up these cute items. I also got a Pride sign(not in photo).
I am a sucker for vintage and rainbow print stuff! I noticed this DT didn't have all of their Halloween stuff(or at all!) but the one in my town has all of its Halloween stuff out! I have no clue what costume I will be wearing this year! I won't be purchasing any costumes this year!
Tonight, I watched Tarot. It has Jacob Babalon from Reginald The Vampire.
7/31 Freebie of the Day
Garnier Fructis Hair Filler + Vitamin Cg Strength Repair Shampoo and Conditioner Complimentary Sample
Oh yeah, I was sent a PT with hair color. I am officially a dark brunette. lol I haven't had brown hair in years. I'm glad I don't have to bleach my hair to impress these gross ＊ss Black femons. Yuck!🤮
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