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Saturday, August 31, 2024

Holding Back The Fears

Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to the August 2024 edition of this blog post! click here to continue!

It's the first day of August. It's almost fall and almost Halloween! I have some great product test projects I'm in and upcoming! I finally finished my wedding themed accessories! I should be able to post them this month!

8/2 My step sister gave me five dollars for the medication I paid for. She didn't have to give me anything!😭😭😭 She took care of my Dad while I had to work! She doesn't owe me a dime! I miss her here because I have no one to watch movies with!!!

8/3 My step sister sent me some period pads. She should have given them to the homeless women but thought about her baby sister. Man... But these are going to come in handy for me as I was running low.

Today, I am going to watch some more VHS style games!

Hello 

Countryside 1999

The Classrooms

Paranormal VHS 

Parasomnia

The Complex: Found Footage 

Most of these games are different versions of Backrooms. lol

8/5 Boy last week has been wild! I am staying my butt as far away from the drama as I can! I'm only focusing on making my money, finding another job and something else I don't wish to state on here! It's getting crazier every damn day with this family!

Anywho, here's my freebie of the Day

Biotrue® Hydration Boost Lubricant Eye Drops

These allergies be having my eyes itchy, red and dry!

8/7 Freebies of the Day


Sunday Riley GOOD GENES Lactic Acid Treatment

CeraVe Moisturizing Cream & AM Facial Moisturizing Lotion

8/8 I had a peculiar dream last night, involving lady bugs. The main focal point of the dream, were these blue lady bugs. I looked up the meaning and here's what it says:

2. Dream About an Orange Ladybug

The orange ladybug represents the unhindered flow of creativity. Seeing one of these in your dream indicates that your creative mindset will bring you financial gains. The discovery of an orange ladybug is a sign that you have amazing ingenuity to share with the world. You’ll benefit greatly later if you put money into your artistic efforts.

3. Dream About a Blue Ladybug

A blue ladybug symbolizes the ability to manage situations efficiently in real life. It shows that you are adaptable and like to explore new opportunities. According to this dream, you are a gregarious, resourceful, and respectful person. 

A blue ladybug in your dream also denotes a new phase in your life. Although you might be experiencing traits of loneliness, emotional distress, or financial exhaustion, this dream highlights your adaptability and capacity to handle almost any situation. Source

Very interesting... I have been creative as of late and I have been thinking about my finances. There's so much I want to do but so little time. Plus, I need to make sure I sell all of that stuff at my store! I want to get enough money so I can finally get out of Louisiana and start a better life somewhere else.

Tonight, I watched Hidden Blade.

8/9 Wealth and passion into my life? Count me in! I had to take an allergy pill today because my ears have been itching and hot plus the phlegm in my throat has been getting on my nerves! It's these damn roaches that are riling up my allergies!

Well, you learn something everyday! Louisiana is known as the Magnolia state but Magnolias are considered poisonous, evil and should be treated as such. Oh, just like the people down here too right?😂

8/10 Mom came out of the car and this Korean lady who owns the restaurant in our town was smiling and speaking to us. I hadn't been there in years but they were closed by the time we got there. I went to the Burger King in my town because of what you read on X, the nasty White dude who kept picking around his nose which caused me to leave Subway. I bought the hot box with the four regular mozzarella sticks, fiery mozzarella sticks, four regular chicken fries, and four fiery chicken fries.

They were hot but not that hot. lol If anything, it was the barbecue sauce that made it hotter.

Video Games of the Evening

Suffer The Night

Valley of Shadows

8/11 Can I share something else with you guys? Lately, I've been seeing 11:11 and been wondering why. I was nervous to Google it but it says that it's an angelic sign. That I should be the best and positive person I can be. November 11th to January 11th is a divine trinity period that will bring tremendous opportunities. That there is an opportunity opening up for me. It is also a sign to change the way I feel about money so that I can feel excitement about finances. It also said that a deceased relative is trying to reach me. It is a sign of awakening and to visualize my wish and take the steps to build it. It's a reminder that you're not alone and that you have spiritual support on your journey.

What this says reminds me of this book that I ordered last year or the year before on astrology and numerology. Hmm... I've been experiencing a lot of spiritualism as of late.

There was a drive by shooting days ago in my folks' home town. Please find me a safe Asian only neighborhood I can live in!

According to X, I am amazing, beautiful and honest!

8/13 I had a fascinating dream last night. One thing that stuck out, were these White people my Mom and I were hanging out with. The country Switzerland popped up. I wouldn't mind going there!

8/15 Seriously, when is Fall coming here? I drunk some Starbucks® Coffee with Essential Vitamins Medium Roast today with my Keurig! Whew, it's some strong coffee. I love that it has Biotin in it! If you have a bowel movement, prepare for a very caffeinated time! LMAO I think I got this sample from the grocery store but can't tell ya which one as I don't remember! I do have a dark roast version as well!

Mom went to the bank and told me that this White man came in with a bunch of change. I told her I should have went in just to see how they would react. A bunch of lazy, big back heaux who want to come to work to sit around and look cute for these dusty, useless men! I plan on going there one day to give them my change too. These women are a joke! So yeah, we went gambling and I actually won for a change. Not a lot but I am trying to hit it big one day! It's enough for me to mail off my packages to my customers!

I think it was yesterday when my brother told me to look at the channel screen to see 'No Gamble, No Future.' And this is why I want to get into gambling. I mean, I never stopped. Just want to win more!

8/16 I noticed that when you're smiling and having fun, it pisses off middle aged and elderly White women. You can view my X account for my details. I'm so glad I don't have anything to do with these femons anymore since the early 2000s. Too whiney, insecure and envious for my liking.

As stated on X, I am going to dig into Aleister Crowley's writings. I first heard about him years ago, even the character on Supernatural was named after him. His name is often brought up in conspiracy discussions all the time. I want to download his books. Came back to say that I've downloaded a bunch of his books, not all of them though as he has so many. I already have a lot of books to read before this!

I liked the advice that this livestreamer said: stop telling your best friends your plans, you're giving her a one leg up on you. I've learned this lesson from some current and former friends to keep certain things to myself(just as they've done to me). They can try and one up me all they want, they are still miserable at the end of the day while I bust my butt to get my own self out of my problems! Be humble and stop thinking I feel some type of way over what you have. You have nothing I want. NOTHING!

8/17 Can you guys believe I exercised today? Yes! I had to! And I feel wonderful!🏋🏾‍♀️

I finally finished watching Rise of Ronin. After that, I watched 

This is the Zodiac Speaking

It was only a preview gameplay of it. I thought it was very fascinating! I went to look for a documentary on Youtube.

8/19 I came across this Korean Skincare list on X.

You're welcome! As much as I am interesting in testing these out, I have to pass because I have enough skincare.

I see that Ms. Doja Cat finally got her man! Joseph Quinn is a cutie!! She wanted this man for years and I'm happy she got him! She gives girls like me some damn hope despite the cesspool of diseased rats(men) out here! I sensed he was into Black/mixed women. He isn't r*cist like American(especially Southern) men.

8/21 So I've been seeing 3:33 lately and looked it up as well. It means that my prayers are being listened to and being asked to find my courage, determination and inner strength. I am transferring my ideas and thoughts from my imagination into my manifestations. It means I am safe in every step I take. The angel number 333 is associated with optimism, growth and luck. Angel Number 333 is associated with growth. 333 is a signal that the assistance you need is imminent.

8/22 Video Game of the Night

The Grainwind Incident 77
Silversoul Orphanage

8/24 Video Games of the Evening/Night

The Cooking Class First Course
GRAVEYARD SHIFT

I read one chapter from one of my research books. I am almost finished with it. Yes, it will be available at our online store once I'm done with it. Click here!

There's something satisfying about getting all of your online work done! I still think it's a missed opportunity that I wasn't able to go on vacation(again)!

8/25 Today, I decided to read the Aleister Crowely books that I downloaded. I was getting bored with the conspiracy books I was reading so I hopped on to this. I was going to wait til next month but next month is right around the corner so why not read it now? So far, this book is very intriguing.😲

8/26 Freebie of the Day

Kiehl's Auto-Tone Discoloration & UV Solution

It's a Bzzkit! Hadn't received one of these in a minute! And it's sunscreen...😵‍💫

8/28 Video Games of the Evening

LATEST ISSUE 
LAST NIGHT SHIFT
Don't Scream

8/29 I had a dream I was married to an aristocrat! I had on some fancy brown clothes and I was being followed by this Black chick. My husband who I rarely saw, looked like Benedict Cumberbatch. lmao

Mom purchases these cute Halloween mittens, hand towels and gloves for me from Dollar Tree.




Today I ran into the lady who used to work at the doctor's office a long time ago. I remembered her when she walked by and spoke to her. She complimented my skin and said I was beautiful repeatedly. I remember how underweight I was when I used to go to that doctor then compared to now, I need to get rid of my belly fat. I don't feel beautiful. I haven't felt beautiful in a long time. I'm surrounded by so much toxicity, that I don't feel anything about myself anymore. I've watched selfish, evil people get rewarded while I receive nothing, always celebrating my birthday alone with no one outside of Mom, my step sister, step brother and sister in law wishing me anything. This isn't to make anyone feel guilty, as I've said before, I rarely wish anyone anything because I don't be on social media like that like I used to. I'm not talking about being beautiful for a man, I could care less what they think. I'm just alone. Always have, always will be.

8/30 I am so happy that I have some big projects to do next month that will be paying more. I deserve this!

8/31 My period started last night. So I'm sipping my tea and being miserable. I hate it here...

I decided to check out this new video game

Alone In The Dark

I think I watched this game some time last year or so. It's an older game that came out in 1992 that they remade. I should have known that was David Harbour from Stranger Things in this! I knew his face anywhere, plus character acts just like him!😁

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