Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to my nightmare... Click here to continue!🎃
Today marks a month of me losing my brother. We are still taking it one day at a time but it doesn't help, that toxic family members just won't go away. I still want to get away from here.
Well, if you can't tell by the title. Yes, this is all about a nightmare on elm street. Am i watching the movies? Nope! Why? it traumatized me as a kid! I was already suffering from an abusive home, bullying in school and me watching those films at an early age, made it worse for me. i give Freddy his respect but just can't watch his films.
I didn't put up much decorations because my wall has a defunct plug in it so i wasn't able to plug in that spider web lights i had. It would have looked cute, otherwise, it would have been black and purple as it always was. i stuck with something simple with elm street on it.
Video game of the night
Evil Dead: The Game
I haven't finished watching it but damn, it's pretty awesome!
10/2 I put up the rest of my decorations. I am being minimum as possible. that's why I've been avoiding Crapmart because I didn't want to get anymore stuff, especially related to elm street. lol
10/3 My mom, brother and I decided to go to Panda Express. I had won a coupon on their most recent game, so I decided to use it. This was my plate that i shared with my brother but he had teriyaki chicken on it.
And here's mom's plate!
didn't appear she liked it but i enjoyed myself! the lack of Asian men in here though... eh...
10/4 I tested out my FVJ projector and had issues with putting the slides in. I got it though! it looks great! Can't wait to make TikTok videos with them!
Video game of the night
Evil Dead: Regeneration
This game makes me want to pick up my H.P. Lovecraft book. lol
10/7 I went to dollar General and picked up a spooky Halloween sign as well as two scar tattoo kits.
I finally opened my fortune cookie!
I love it! I just want to stop being depressed, my finances to get better and no more deaths!
10/8 Now these look delicious!
The Krispy Kreme I go to, is in a bad area.😵💫
I've been craving some Koreans since that c＊ck out there complained about Black women receiving more love than his Black ＊ss! I'm going to be watching some Korean movies.
So today, I watched Hunt with Lee Jung-Jae in it. It also has Jung Woo-sung from one of the action movies I watched months ago.
I couldn't decide what else to watch so I put on The Viral Factor with Nicholas Tse and Andy On. That part where A.O. yells out 'what is this? WHAT IS THIS?' I was howling! lmao I need another copy of this film with English subbies on it.
The weather has turned cool all of a sudden. Looks like we might get an early Winter this year!
10/9 Wow I had no idea that they built a new casino down here! They even have a hotel coming soon that is Japanese themed! I may or may not check out. I am intrigued though! Would have loved to go with my step brother.💔
I was bored out of my mind, so I decided to check out TERMINATOR : RESISTENCE video game. Always loved the movies!
Movie of the Night- The Stool Pigeon
Nicholas without hair looks South East Asian. lol
10/10 Damn, Imagine waking up to this!!
 |
| Credit to TOL |
Whew!
Tonight, I watched Paradox with Louis Koo, Tony Jaa and Yu Wue. This movie was sad but really good!
10/12 I'm glad that my product test is coming today which will require me to exercise to use it. This will encourage me to exercise more since I've been eating like a damn pig lately. Just got so much trouble on my mind. Once I'm done with these snacks, I won't be eating anymore for the rest of the month.
Today, I watched Deliver Us From Evil, the Korean version. Very adorable little girl.
Video Game of the Evening
Nun Massacre
Very retro themed. Watching this game made me a little sad because months ago, my step brother was here when I watched one months ago
I was finally able to sell my Geisha costume. Had it since the early 2000s but with my weight gain, I wasn't able to wear it anymore. Glad it's at a better home, just hate that I lost the cheap ＊ss chopsticks for it. I wonder if I should sell my Princess Kitana costume from 2015. I don't think I can even wear that thing anymore!😵💫
10/13 I've decided that I want to sell that Kitana costume. Will grab it out of the bin tomorrow. I checked out the trailer to Like A Dragon: Yakuza! I'm so happy to see this! I've ben watching way too much Chinese action movies as of late! I'm not complaining but damn, I want some Japanese stuff too. lol The trailer looks good! Will binge on it once it's done!
10/14 Wow I didn't know this was #IndigenousPeoplesDay!🪶🏹 Proud Blackfoot and Choctaw princess here! It's dark here, I guess we're getting some rain today! I would run out in it but I've got somewhere important to go tomorrow!
10/15 Today, Mom and I decided to go to this business we've never heard or been to before for a seminar.
Outfit of the Day
Makeup- Primer:: ELF Stay Cool Primer Stick
Concealer- Neutrogena
Foundation- No clue, it was a product test
Lipstick- LA Colors
Bronzer- Product Test
Mascara- Makeup Forever
Eye Primer- E.L.F.
Eyeshadow- Bella Co, L.A. Colors
Eyeliner- Sephora and other unknowns
I was prepared to deal with rudeness but everything went amazing. Very friendly and professional White people. Even the food was delicious!
My plate
Mom's(I should have gotten a salad!!)
The speaker's plate
I do plan on going back next year(hopefully)! We needed to get out of the house and help get our mind off things. We spend too much time in the house as it is. It's too depressing here.
I've been seeing 444 lately and according to this:
Angel number 444 is a message from God about what is about to happen next. Open your eyes and you will see what God has planned.
You often use this divine power to read body language or hear what people are thinking. You have an incredible ability to understand people that you meet for the first time.
You are rarely fooled by the fake facade some people put on. God has given you the ability to read their true character almost instantly. Some people are easily tricked into believing these lies, but not you.
After you see 444, be sure to thank God for the gifts he has given you. Credit
Sassington, M.C.
@MissSassbox
Keep in mind that sometimes people aren't actually being loyal to you.
They're often too lazy to find and build a new connection with someone else, because they'll have to be a better version of themselves.
People will stay with you and by you, because it doesn't require them to elevate themselves.
🤔
10/16 Freebie of the Day
PanOxyl Acne Banishing Body Spray 2% Salicylic Acid
I've never heard of this brand before. Unless I've overlooked it. Edit- This stuff works!!
Movies of the Evening/Night
The Hitman- It stars Jet Li. I'm trying to think if I've watch this before or not. I love his older movies.
Crisis Negotiators- This movie is based off the same book as the movie the Negotiator with Samuel L. Jackson and Kevin Spacey.
10/18 I had a rather disturbing dream last night. It was almost like it was a blast to the past. It involved me hanging out with these White chicks; one I didn't recognize who sat behind Liv Morgan and the one in front of me was a cousin of a girl I used to be besties with. They were rude to me. Then I was walking down the hall to this room with this older chick and the cousin chick who was trying to smile and talk to me. I go in this room and it's another chick I used to be friends with. She say she was going somewhere and I said something. Then she says yes you are. It all gave me flashbacks of how the so called White friends I had then, were cruel and horrible towards me. White women are still horrible towards me. And let me add this in also, I really hate these old ＊ss White dudes tapping on my arm when they are talking. Like dude, I've said this before, keep your hands off of me! I am going to start drawing back and looking at them weird. They always do this sh＊t off guard that I can't react in time. You would think with how much racism it is down here, I would be on alert and they'd keep their hands to themselves. The young ones aren't going to touch but the older ones with the missing teeth, horrible skin, bad breath, looking like Art the Clown from The Terrifier and etc., are the first ones who want to tap on your arm and hand. I hate this! It's gross! I don't even like to hear them talk because they try so hard to be relatable and it comes off contrived, rude and obnoxious. None of you look like Theo James, Henry Cavil or Chris Evans so f＊ck off!
Allegedly studies "show" asian men to be less manly. I find that funny because I tend to consider white men collectively as less manly.
I agree, especially in America(UK too sorry), they are effeminate as hell! I love my Mediterranean and Eastern European men. They are very masculine with great skin and I love their personalities!
All men are less masculine these days to be honest in comparison to the past.
You ain't never lied!
Anyway, enough of that trash! Here's what I found on X on how to improve your eye make up and which brushes to use!
I thought this was pretty neat! I already knew this though. lol I didn't need to go to college like one idiot who shall not be named had to do. LMAO
On the first, I am going to cash out for this new site I've been using. I haven't received any studies that I've qualified for in a while so no need to let those funds sit in that account. Going to need extra cash for my birthday and such.
Movie of The Night
The Sparring Partner
This movie was pretty good. I wanted to watch something different.
10/19 Video Game of the Evening
Fear the Moon
Loved the game! I gotta tell you guys that anything werewolf related, I'm in! That's what's lacking with the horror movies being shown on tv! They keep playing the same ole movies over and over every freaking year!
10/20 I had a dream last night that I was messaging this guy online and then we eventually met in person. We started making out and looked like we were about to do something else. lol We seemed so much in love. This dream came out of no where.
After Candyman went off earlier, I've been watching horror found footage movies that were recommended. So far, they have been great and spooky!
Interesting!
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓒𝔂𝓹𝓱𝓮𝓻
@thepoeticcypher
Fire Signs – What’s Coming Next
#Sagittarius
- Someone you’ve been admiring from afar is also interested in you. Expect them to make a move soon.
- Exploring different fitness routines will help you.
- You will have weird and intense dreams. Pay attention to their meaning.
- Struggling with forgiveness. Letting go of resentment will bring you peace.
- Be ready for fresh starts.
- Headaches may signal stress, listen to your body’s warning signs.
- Fake friends will be revealed.
- You’ll build stronger connections in both friendships and romantic relationships.
- Spiritual protection is guarding you against ill intentions.
- Your sense of humor will be your greatest asset this week.
- You’re working on getting your first apartment/ house. Progress will be made.
- You should start your business about the handcrafting skills you have. It will be successful.
- Spending time with family and friends.
- Getting accepted into your dream school or program.
Signs: Statistics, Protection from harm, Sunset kayaking, Overcoming issues in love, ATV adventure, Backpack, Cinnamon, Letting go of toxic relationships, Giving yourself something special, Mind on my money, Cosmic awakenings, Falling in love with a new city
All I can say is wow....
10/21 Sagittarius: Good Fortune
10/23 Sagittarius — help, a second chance, balance.
10/24 It's been calamity city here with me! I ran errands with my Mom and I had on my black platform flip flops. I went to my side of the car to get in when I went down! Boom! There was a hole in the grass that I didn't see! Mom starts screaming my name but I got up and laughed. I was always a klutz. I will still wear my platform heels but will start looking down more like I usually do. It really did no good for my back or my knees. My old ＊ss can't be falling down like that! Then my Pentagram head band from Spirit Halloween broke too. I can glue it back together but do I want to?
10/26 Sagittarius
A serious relationship is coming your way this next month
Video Game of The Evening
Silent Hill 2
I haven't finished with it but so far, its really good! We never played this game before because we loved our Resident Evil. Once this game is over, I will definitely look up the OST of it! The music is awesome in this!
10/27 ❤️🩹🖤 Sagittarius- He's with someone else but he's not happy. This person, manifested separation * between you and him.
She could never be you. He does not love her. He loves you and-wants to be with
YOU.
Hmmm... lol We'll see....
10/29 I would like to apologize for not saying much in this blog post. I have been feeling down in the dumps, hell, I've been feeling like this for the past few weeks! I'm really not myself anymore. I've been fighting the urge to scream, cry and run away. I look around and things just aren't the same anymore. I wonder what my step brother's life would have been like, if he had just left Louisiana. If he hadn't met that succubus femon. I hate that the three(including Dad) of us will never go on our road trip. I just don't know what to write here anymore. I have to laugh to keep from crying...😢
10/30 Freebie of the Day
e.l.f. SKIN Suntouchable Invisible Sunscreen SPF 35
And it's a full sample!
Edit- I forgot to add in that I watched Death Notice: A Serial Killer Leaving Notes!! I thought the lead guy was in his thirties, the way he looks and moves around but he's in this 50s!! WTF??
10/31 Happy Halloween everyone~
Today, I dressed up as Freddy Krueger as mentioned above.
Hat, Dress, Top, Tights- Spirt Halloween
Necklaces- Japanajuku
I had no makeup or skincare on, just lip balm. Yet, I was still sweating my ＊ss off! I know what Freddy was going through when he was burning in that boiler room! Don't call me Sweaty Krueger! LMAO But at least I got some content for Tiktok and here! Man, when I tell you the struggle was real! IT WAS REAL! I had a hard time trying to set up my camera, props and tripods! I really miss my Dad taking my pictures every time I dressed up!😭
And lastly, I don't want anymore electronics from Crapmart! This damn mist machine almost got my ＊ss electrocuted! I can't decide if I want to sell it or just give it away! Do not recommend!
And here's some more selfies!!
Even small wins are wins. Remember that you’re stronger than the situation you’re in and that you will be okay: Sagittarius
Sagittarius
The money is coming.
The new home is coming.
Financial freedom is coming.
Good health is coming.
The breakthrough is coming.
Love is coming.
Sagittarius
*Lottery
*Good news
*New car
*New love
*Trips
*Just happiness
*Job promotion/new job
*Home approval
*New home
*Peace
Video Game of the Night
Incantation
Not sure if you guys recall, there is actually a movie about this1 I watched it last year I believe! When I saw that there was a game on the same movie, I had to watch it! This was only a demo! Can't wait to see the rest of it!
I also tried this meal from Guy Fieri. It was a chili cheese hot dogs with tator tots.
It was ok but a bit too spicey even with the added cheese in it!
And this concludes with this post for October. I know it's not much but at least I was able to post some great Halloween photos for y'all! If you've found this post of use, feel free to share, comment and submit a donation. Au revoir~🎃✌