Bonjour a-tous~ Welcome to the November 2024 edition of this blog. Click here to continue!
It's Native American heritage month. I told Mom days ago that the holidays aren't the same since everyone is gone. Not sure what I'll do for Christmas. It's been raining since yesterday. I went ahead and cashed out from this website because I haven't qualified for anything in months. I didn't want those points to go to waste and I need the funds for my birthday next month.
11/2 I took down my Halloween decorations and placed them in my Halloween bin. Boy was it was something. My bins are extremely heavy and my out of shape ＊ss moving them like it's nothing. lol
Can we talk about how beautiful my Michael is?
I've been watching Chinese cinema way too much lately. I need something Japanese to watch! So I will be checking out Kamakura dono no 13 nin. I used to have a big crush on Shun Oguri! I was so in love with him back in 2005-2009.
I watched Gintama. This movie had no business being that damn funny! I needed the laughs!
11/3 I watched Gintama 2: Rules Are Made To Be Broken. So hilarious but when I saw Haruma Miura in it, the mood kinda shifted. I miss him. RIP.
11/4 I found this at LSA and I feel this post!
potential hot take
i was watching Hana Yori Dango a while ago (i am specifically using the japanese title so you know that i mean the japanese drama and not the other ones) and it got me thinking
i can count on one hand the amount of male idols who can compete with prime Oguri Shun and especially prime Matsumoto Jun.
there’s Eun Woo of course. Myungsoo would be able to hold his own next to the two. he doesn’t get talked about as a legendary visual but i think that Jaehyo was underrated.
sure there’s a lot of good looking male idols, but Oguri Shun and MatsuJun had me slobbering and biting my pillow when they came on screen. not many male idols have s＊x appeal, but above that, not many of them have boyfriend appeal either. 90% of them come off as losers and the other 10% are into other men.
and while i’m on this, when japan puts actors on purely for their visuals they eat the koreans up every! single! time! who in south korea is doing it like Kanna Hashimoto? Satomi Ishihara? Suzu Hirose? Ryo Yoshizawa? Yamazaki Kento? Mackenyu? Ryoma Takeuchi? Ryusei Yokohama?
even though korea is more obsessed with looks they still lose out on that front. it’s very embarrassing.
I adore Korean guys! Prime Shun Oguri, NOBODY WAS F＊CKING WITH HIM! This man had my heart for four years! I have to give Korea credit for stepping it up by having these guys hit the gym. I hate skinny men!😖
Sagittarius
Money is coming your way. Love is coming your way. You're gonna be happier than you've ever been. Your next chapter of your life is going to be amazing. 3 days from now you will clearly see.
Tonight, I watched No Longer Human. All I can say is WOW! Once again, I was not ready for what I saw in this movie! I didn't even think Shun would do scenes like this.😍
11/5 Looks like another storm is heading our way! I hate it here!!!
What's To Thrive In November: 🙌🏼Sagittarius — Love
11/6 My bro's birthday but here's some esoteric stuff!
Sagittarius
A beautiful new chapter will begin for you. Each day this week your life is about to get better. You are going up mentally, financially, and energetically.
11/7 I ran out of my S/H/N vitamins a week ago but what I've noticed, is that these gummies I'm taking has specific vitamins in it that is for great skin. I've been taking these for a while and never noticed. My Mom ordered these for me. Perhaps that's why my skin looked amazing in my Halloween photos! I've been eating those vitamins like candy. lol Need to find a similar brand like it. Head to my Patreon and join to see which vitamins I'm talking about!
Video Game of The Night
Jorōgumo - じょろうぐも
Spooky game about a Japanese woman being a spider who eats men.😵💫 lol
11/8 I decided to fix my 80s big wall. After that incident with that large roach coming from underneath it, I made sure to fix it so they won't be able to crawl under it anymore. I had One Love by Whodini playing in my head the whole time. I was also thinking about my step brother and how a family member on my Dad's side of the family did him dirty months ago. Won't have to worry about that person anymore because I've blocked their numbers! I hate trash, fake people! I'm glad I thought about that because I wouldn't have told them that he had passed. They didn't bother to answer me when I asked if they had attended the funeral or not. It's ok, do what you've been doing all of these years and stay the hell out of my life! FOREVER!
I just want to send a rest in paradise to Tony Todd! Man this rocked my night! I loved him as Candyman and other projects he was in! He was also in a Hercules episode back in the day, and also the Crow. I loved him in Night of the Living Dead remake and glad his character didn't go out like in the original. He had a distinct voice that is recognizable in any project he was in. I will forever love Candyman! Hated to hear this but prayers out to his loved ones. He's up there with Leatherface, the Tall Man and Mama Vorhees.💜
11/9 I have to say that the reactions to the events of this week have been interesting. I don't engage in this crap, as you can see throughout this blog. I know for sure BW aren't going to use this as an excuse to start avoiding BM. They should be avoiding them anyway because they're dangerous. Months or a month ago, I was at Dollar Tree, this little Black girl kept begging me to buy this candy for her. If it was four years ago, I would have been moved by it but now, I felt nothing. Still have no regrets. Her mom, along with other BW, don't like holding doors for other BW. Contrary to popular belief, poor BW do have money. How? They just do. They better start looking out for themselves and if they're married, better pray their bum ＊ss Black husbands are able to sustain a job at these times.
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| These y'alls' friends! This photo reeks(the White women)!🤮🤮🤮 |
While you're throwing your nose up at other BW in favor of r＊cist, horribly aging, wrinkled up skin, strong jaw line, alcohol breath having White women, you just might meet those women on your way down.
Some black lady made a TikTok stating she would rather be in the room with a bear or WM but not WW and I wholeheartedly agree they’re dangerous.
I've been doing research all day. One of the main topics that caught my attention is the one about the Native American mythology of a certain part of Canada. This is really going to help me a lot!
11/10 I've been researching all day. Then tonight, I decided to check out The Terror 2018. I thought about the season I watched years ago that was loosely based on the Last Voyage of Demeter by Bram Stoker's Dracula. I remembered there was a Japanese themed season so that's what I've been watching! The only thing I don't like about it(and you guys know where I'm going lol) is the main guy acting like a straight up c＊＊n and simp over this below average looking ＊ss Mamacita! Other than that, the legend of the yokai is so interesting. Making me want to go back to writing my story!
11/11 Happy Veteran's Day. I come from a family of veterans!
I decided to try my tea. I don't think I've even drink this before or it's been a while. Here are the benefits to it:
Rich in antioxidants and vitamin C, which helps combat cell damage, delay aging, and fight diseases.
Detoxifies the body and lowers cholesterol.
Promotes better sleep.
Has anti-cancer effects.
Helps lower blood pressure.
Boosts digestion.
Relieves sore throat, cold, and flu symptoms.
Supports weight management by boosting metabolism.
Although it's been a while since I've tried this, it's really good!
11/12 I've been reading my H.P. Lovecraft book again. I just needed to take my mind off of everything that's going on here. It's so hostile here. I wanted to discuss a comment from a male family member saying he's in 'debt' to their grandparent. Excuse me? Being in debt to someone might put your ＊ss in an early grave! It's one thing if this GP actually wanted to see you and others venture out to see the world. No, this person has like this spell on certain family members where you can't escape them. You'll always want to come home, and not live your own life. This same grandparent has watched their own children perish mentally, physically and even death because they were too selfish to be a parent instead of a wife/husband. I don't think I want to talk to this person again and he needs to stop claiming his weird kid is the same as me! SHE IS NOT! I highly doubt that kid was ever bullied or even abused! Well, I've been through all of this! I have no positive stories to share with my children! Get this bum the f＊ck outta my face!
11/13 Ran errands again. This time, I didn't fall Then back at home, I got into some more projects for next month. The more money I make the better!
11/14 I was at the casino earlier. Boy, when I tell you I had to fight back tears. I had to fight back tears! I don't know if I'll ever be ok. I finally finished watching Silent Hill 2 remake. I hadn't watched it since the 1st. Been preoccupied with other stuff.
11/15 Went on an errand mission today with Mom. I got this Starbucks Dragon fruit Mango Lemonade.
Yummy as usual!
11/16 Video Game of the Evening: CROWDED. FOLLOWED. (IT FOLLOWS)
I liked the story but it was too short! I wanted to know what was in the briefcase! Y'all know I love the movie It Follows. Review is right here!
Tonight, I watched Trap. Whew lawd did y'all see Josh Hartnett?? I hadn't seen his fine ＊ss since Oppenheimer! I'm glad he's getting back on the big screen after disappearing years ago. He still looks damn good and I loved his shirtless scene at the end! I don't know why he did it but he know why he did it! I couldn't believe Kid Cudi referred to him as 'hot zaddy' in the movie! How in the hell this term end up in this movie? lmao He was right though! Josh is from up North where all the good looking, tall and non-r＊cist White men live at. They are much worst(looks, financially and etc.) down South.👎
It gave me what I wanted. Hot Josh Hartnett angry and big.
Exactly!!
11/17 Tonight, I watched Bunraku with Josh Hartnett. I noticed another familiar face in it. And y'all know who I'm talking about. No it's not Woody Harrelson. lol It's GACKT! OMG he was so handsome in this! I didn't know it was him until I saw his nose and lips and was like yeah that's him! lol I'm used to seeing him with the bleached blond anime hair and blue contact lenses. Had no idea he was Okinawan. Beautiful group of people, including himself!
11/18 OMG I won a contest on one of the websites I use for surveys!! I am so happy! It's $50 but I'll take it! Thank you! Happy early birthday to me!💜
11/19 Went running errands again. Glad to get it over with. I want go back to gambling again. I've been getting hugs all day. Like damn what's going on here? lol
My lunch today.
The pasta dinner is from Crapmart and it was marked down. You have to be careful with them because they will put tampered goods back on the shelves. It was good nonetheless! And that Starry is everything!
I've decided not to continue watching The Terror. It got on my last nerves. lol Can I take the time to share my appreciation for the sexy Japanese gentlemen on this show?!
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| BTW he has a Black girlfriend! OMG!!! I knew there was something about him!! I'm happy to see this because it's always Japanese women with everyone but Japanese men! Edit- congrats to his engagement! We need to see more Asian guys with Black/Mixed women!!! |
Just delicious!
11/20 Breeeeewww it's cold!!!🥶🥶🥶
I decided to eat some more of that pasta with Jack's pizza sticks!
Yum!
11/21 Sagittarius—
You’re about to be a millionaire.
If this came true, I'm getting the h＊ll away from my toxic family and this toxic sh＊thole region known as the south as fast as I can!
I learned days ago that Windows will no longer support Wordpad. I've been using Wordpad since forever! Today, while doing my research, I have been copying and pasting to the wordpad I already have but have been jotting down and drawing out my notes on sketch and loose leaf paper. I don't write much since transitioning to technology. Seems, we are going backwards to writing and that's fine with me. Not sure how this is going to help with my stories but I will keep a copy of WP so I can keep writing them. Hopefully, the software will be able to bypast any critical updates.
11/22 Guys I had a dream about Julian Cheung! He just showed up randomly!
Can you believe this man is in his 50s????????? I thought he was 35 running around like he's super young!
I looked on X to see that my classmate closed their profile on there. They haven't been active since last year. I haven't spoken to this person in years, their relatives work at the local businesses in my town. I'm still perplexed why this person decided to step into my life years ago when we have nothing in common and we weren't that cool in school to begin with? lol If it wasn't for her and the others, I wouldn't have met Creole Bella. My days of mammying for people who could care less about me are over with. I'm not bitter or anything, just confused on why classmates think they can just pop up in my life just to exist, no communication or anything. I guess they think they're doing me a favor by just being on each others' lists. No telling what they're telling each other about me. I didn't need them years ago, don't need them now. I used to wonder about this person but I don't anymore. My Angelic numbers were correct regarding fake friends. I loved this person's deceased parent but as far as our 'friendship', there was none... Mom is getting rid of landline. So there's no other way for these classmates to reach me now. lol
I am getting BW out of my social circle, as well as my life. I've lost so much, just for associating with them. I don't like BM and don't like women of any race who deals with them. I don't want nothing to do with them, just like I don't want anything to do with WW.
Anyways, tonight, I decided to check out Always Be With You with Julian Cheung and Louis Koo(I didn't know he was in this but hey! LOL)! I haven't watched a Chinese horror movie in years...
11/24 Club Xin is in the building! Check my playlist on my Youtube channel to see the latest EDM songs I've added to it! I got put on to EDM music because of video games I played back in the 90s. Y'all know they had some joints in those games, especially Tekken!
I love this post from this content creator on Youtube:
Do you all remember the heartbreaking story of an unarmed and innocent BW who tragically lost her life after her neighbor became upset that her children were playing near her home? The woman approached the neighbor’s door to try to resolve the situation, and in response, the neighbor shot her in cold blood through her closed front door.
This incident has stuck with me since it happened over a year ago, especially because some so-called “divested women” tried to justify this senseless act, accusing the victim of being confrontational and argumentative—as though that somehow justified her being unalived. 🤦🏾♀️
During the trial, the WW responsible tried to play the victim (as Karens often like to do) even citing previous experiences with SA and claiming PTSD as a defense for her actions. Thankfully, the jury saw through these excuses, and justice prevailed with her being sentenced to 25 years in prison.
I want to caution BW, especially those who identify as divested, that regardless of how we choose to live our lives, we are still Black women at the end of the day and remain vulnerable to racial biases, misogynoir, and harmful stereotypes. It’s crucial that we stay aware of these realities and resist internalizing problematic narratives that excuse harm against us. Thankfully, in this case, despite the challenges and adversity bw face in the legal system, the courts made the correct decision and justice was served. 😓😓🙏🏾
This was really good and I know who she's talking about in this post too. It's too many goofy Black women trying to shame other Black women into being friendly with White women for no reason. No matter what class White women come from, they're all the same. I don't want to party with them or really be within distance of them because of how hostile they are towards me. They may not be towards you, but they are towards me. It's not my fault I take care of my skin and don't look horrible like they do. Leave the Botox and wine bottle in the trash and go sit down some damn where! These heaux tend to past that sh＊t down to their sons, which is why I can't stand Southern White men. I like the ones from up North or from the West Coast. I don't get this trend of pushing Black women into the arms of r＊cist White men. It's a no for me. These same Black women who eventually get burned by these women want to be pro-Black. Too late, we already seen your panties b＊tch!
11/27 I won't be returning to this Target location in the BR area. I don't shop there anyway but the management s＊cks along with them hiring these r＊tarded BM who can't do sh＊t! I'll purchase my gift online with my gift cards.
I watched Blink Twice last night and wow, I love this movie! Channing Tatum is still s＊xy as f＊ck and I loved how he was all over the Black chick in the film! The music was really good in this too. I like the Beyonce song in it until I heard the whole song. Ugh, I don't like her music anymore. lol😩
11/28 Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate it. It was mostly quiet on my end. It just isn't the same. I miss my Pops and brother being here. I baked a pie tonight while watching A Quiet Place: The Road Ahead video game. Never knew it existed.
New lover coming in. I see them not tryna play with you very good and consistent energy here🩷
Sagittarius
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