Bonne année 2025 !!!🍾🎆🎊🥂

 

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So how was everyone's New Years' Eve? As for me, I went gambling last night and won a bit of money. I still want to go to the bigger casinos. I was listening to this guy's video on Youtube and he mentioned 'in 2025, everyone is going to find love.' I smiled hearing this. I did my new  years' cash outs and even got some gift cards! Trying to save money!

This quote popped up when I was doing one of my paid games: Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in their shoes.

The quote is longer but the puzzle only had this part. Reminds me of last night, when I was approached by a classmate I hadn't seen in years. I thought she was going to do me like the rest, which is act like I want to be bothered with them. I didn't have friends in school. My last couple of years in school, I was alone. I was sitting outside with a cassette player listening to Michael Jackson CDs. I had no friends and these classmates believe just because we may have crossed paths, that it means we were friends. Ha! I was never your friends... A lot of them aren't doing any better than me, fat, ugly, can't keep a man, look old, worn out and etc. And some of these people are younger than me. But hey, it is what it is.

What's a New Years' post without 

New Years Resolutions 2025! Edit- Moved to Patreon

Chef Andrew Gruel

@ChefGruel

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Apr 1, 2024

Soak your fruit and veggies in some salt water, it will pull out any bugs and even pesticides. Soak for about 20 minutes. Especially if you eat organic food and don't want to accidentally become a bug eater. Eat one bug and steak will never taste the same.

Isaac Marv✨🖤

@the_isaacmarv

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Jun 25, 2024

Life tip: When you sign up for anything online, put the website’s name as your middle name. That way when you receive spam/advert emails, you will know who sold your info.

Here's our ritual food for the New Year!

Yum yum!!

I went through my shoe bin and placed them in new ones. I've taken boots out that I will be selling because I'll never wear them. I need to go through some of my clothes and sell more of them.

1/3 I've finished adding new items to my store. I went through my bins the other day and decided to sell these. My stomach hurts so I predict my period will be starting soon.

Tonight, I decided to watch an older tv movie with Donnie Yen in it entitled The Last Conflict. I want to watch more of his 80s movies.

1/4 I woke up from my evening nap to hear a jazz saxophone being played with a familiar song. I'm thinking it's my brother in the living room, no, it was Mom and she had it on a channel. I walked up front to listen and I told her that I've heard this song before and I hadn't heard it in twenty years.

I was so depressed in the year 2000 and I do remember hearing this song playing one night when I was in my room on my old radio. Where did the time go...?

I watched both Tiger Cage movies. I'm really digging Donnie's older movies!! Can we talk about how good looking Robin Shou looked in this? I had no idea it was him until I watched clips of this movie on Youtube, I was like wow there's Liu Kang!😃

1/5 Woke up feeling depressed out the ＊ss! And also because my period had started last night. I just can't get a break!

I watched In The Line of Duty 4: Witness. Good movie with lots of action! Boy does Russell Wong's brother Michael is hot as hell!

Going through old messages from my brother made me break down. I think that bitch closed his Facebook page. I can't even read the messages that were sent last year from him. So those memories from then are gone...

I took this photo because it's like a time capsule to my Dad. Although the vcr was shifted straight, the glasses and the vhs is still in this vcr. The last anime my father probably watched was Ninja Scroll because this was his favorite anime. He watched this a lot. Everything gets left behind when you're gone. I have been thinking about selling my stuff so it won't be a burden on anyone. What I need to do is stop venting on social media. None of these people care about me, I don't even know why they are still in my life. When they vent, they have a support system. Like I said, I'm ready to give all of this sh＊t up. It's pointless at this point. I need to think about what happened to my brother with how he vented on his social media that when he died, those idiots thought he took his own life and he didn't. Maybe I need to start piping down on stuff, unless it's on here.

I played the rest of my coins on High 5 Casino and logged out for the final time. I am going to miss that website. I am going to focus on onsite casinos from now and on.

Had to get me some more Donnie.

Cheetah on Fire

Crystal Hunt

It stormed tonight and the lights flickered off and on. I hate this f＊cking state!

1/6 I woke up, not wanting to get out of bed. I wanted to just stay there.

I wish i had hugged you just a little bit tighter that day. I didn't know it was my last chance...- I saw this quote on Facebook.

I continued on with my Donnie Yen marathon:

Circus Kids(I loved the way Donnie looked at that woman when he bumped into her. lol)

Asian Cop High Voltage(Donnie fighting in his draws lmao)

1/7 If you keep your eyes open enough, you'll see the doors open by themselves.- Quote from this online game I'm playing.

We're freezing our bells off over here!!🥶🥶🥶

Some more Donnie Yen

Ballistic Kiss(Judging by the cover, you would have think he was getting it on in this movie!!!😠)

1/8 Freebie of the Day

Neutrogena Stubborn Marks PM Treatment

What's the use of purchasing skincare when I'll end up getting something free!😆

1/9 I've received my package from Target.

It's some more vitamins that I need. I used gift cards that I had to get them.

1/10 Had to mail off a package to my customer and head to the bank. The bankers and even the owner were oddly nice today. lmao 

1/11 Last week, I had a dream about snakes in the grass. I forgot to look up the meaning but here it is:

Dreaming of snakes in grass is a powerful symbol of hidden threats or danger. It could represent something that is lurking in the shadows, waiting to ambush you. It could also symbolize a fear of the unknown or of something that is not immediately apparent.

The presence of snakes in the grass can also indicate that you have unresolved issues in your life that need to be addressed and dealt with. The snakes themselves could represent the fears you have and how they are blocking your progress in life. Alternatively, they could represent a person or situation in your waking life that is making you feel unsafe or threatened.

The type of snake you see in the dream is also important in understanding the meaning of the dream. For example, a cobra may represent an enemy or someone who is trying to cause you harm. A python could signify someone who is trying to control you or manipulate you. A boa constrictor could indicate a feeling of being overwhelmed by an oppressive situation.

The type of grass in the dream can also provide clues about the meaning of the dream. Green, lush grass indicates a positive outlook and could signify that you are making progress in life. Brown, withered grass could mean that you are feeling stuck in a situation or that you are facing obstacles in achieving your goals.

Finally, the action of the dream is also important in understanding the meaning of the dream. If the snakes are attacking you, then it could be a warning that you need to take action in order to protect yourself. If the snakes are simply lounging around in the grass, then it could mean that the danger is not immediate, but it is still present.

Dreams about snakes in grass can be unsettling, but understanding the meaning of the dream can help you to better understand the hidden messages in your subconscious. If you feel that the dream may be a warning about a potential danger or threat, then it is important to take steps to protect yourself and stay safe. Source

Hmm... Interesting...🤔 Not sure what to do with this information but some of these snakes are starting to go away though... Ironic enough, this is the year of the snake in Chinese New Year.

1/12 I decided to check out To Live and Die in Tsimshatsui. Jacky Cheung is starting to grow on me and so is Roy Cheung.→ He was so fine back in the 90s and now he looks like a zaddy!

Came across this short on Facebook that had a song that was so sad yet relaxing. I found it on Youtube. Definitely stirred up my emotions. It really added on to the rain that was pouring down tonight.

Andy Lau and Aaron Kwok both fell off the stages?? Damn!

But damn are they fine as hell in these photos!!

1/13 Went to Dollar Tree for nothing! This shitty ＊ss one in my city don't have sh＊t! But anyways, I went to the local store. Mom tells me that my classmate was looking at me and she told me to speak to her. Did I speak? Nope. She tells me it's ok to speak to her. For what? I don't even like her cousin who lives next door to us! And to top it off, the classmate who works as a cashier asks me if I remember her. I said of course I do, you used to live down the street from me. I've been going to this store for years and she never spoke to me, until now... Like something weird is going on here. Did I Mom tell the classmate from last year about me losing my brother? Why are they trying to talk to me all of a sudden? The classmate from last year, is pretty popular, we used to be cool. She's always been consistent as far as asking about me and speaking to me. The second chick was always judgmental towards me and the other one, I hadn't talked to her ＊ss since high school. Do you know how long ago that was? Exactly! Twenty years! I don't know. I don't want anyone else from my past coming back into my life for nothing.

1/14 I found myself in my room on my Galaxy tablet playing one of my games on it. I even joined a team days ago. I would check it and say 'who needs help? I'm here to help!' Haha!

1/16 I saw a tweet on X where this Black dude posted on this Asian website and got roasted. That's never happened to me😂😂😂, I've been apart of a few of them back in the day like Mixi and etc. This reminds me of that Korean guy interviewing that zesty Black dude who said black women are more accepted out there. Oh well.. lol

I went down memory lane and started looking up and listening to the OST of my favorite game of 2000 which was Jet Set Radio! Oh man, this music brings me back!

And speaking of Korean, I started watching Bloodhounds and whew! I remember the star from that horror movie I watched last year! So sexy!!! Woo Do-Hwan looks like Hiroki Narimiya.

1/18 The dream I had about Donnie Yen had me blushing despite nothing happening in it. lol Anyways, since Tiktok is going out of business soon, I will have to explore other social medias. I might join that Chinese one that everyone keeps talking about. It's been a long time since I've joined a predominately Chinese website. Good luck!

 I realized I hadn't watched any video games lately so I decided to check out Undead Realm：Ego.

1/19 I started watching some mafia and Italian related stuff. I'm still interested in dating Italian men. I'll never stop wanting to be with one.

Can I stay that I am happy that TikTok is back? I know I don't post much there but I will very soon! But damn, have y'all seen its' CEO?

Whoa now! lol

I noticed that once I posted only one person acknowledged it. Why won't these people go away? Should I take years off from Instagram? I'm thinking about it. Glad they aren't following me on TikTok.

Who got time for a selfie? I do!

1/21 It snowed today!!! Wow! Pictures on my other blog! I will publish a video on TikTok! If TikTok isn't around anymore, I will post up a link from my Youtube channel! Edit- It's on my TikTok now!

I had a premonition about this snow! And what I saw looked eerily like what I saw in my dream!

1/22 I wanted to tell you guys that I finished watching Bloodhounds last night! This show was really good! Very impressed with the acting and action! I even had a dream about Woo do-Hwan! lol So freaking gorgeous! Oh yeah and here's your monthly reminder to leave ugly men alone!

Fun fact female peacocks only get with the most beautiful males in order to produce fine peacock men. 

Wmn could learn something from the peacock females. There would  no ugly males on this planet if y’all stopped giving ugly men a chance.

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Jun 18, 2024

Also men being ugly is unnatural. Look at every example in nature, males always have to be beautiful to attract a mate. The way society has manipulated us into accepting male ugliness is diabolical.

-We need to ostracise ugly men.

The rise of ugly men has created serial k**lers, p＊d＊s, snipers, mass shooters, p＊d＊s, r＊cists, gang members & colourist, failures of of the human race.

Oct 5, 2024

Women need to learn to be cold to men. Not mean, but reserved. Setting standards for how you are to be approached is essential.

Don’t make unnecessary eye contact, don’t reply to DMs unless necessary. Don’t entertain small talk. Don’t giggle at their jokes. This breeds creeps.

Oct 14, 2024

Unfortunately I don’t give ugly men a chance because they wouldn’t give me one if I was the ugly one.

-This is why women should never give ugly men a chance. Ugly men are not only ugly  on the inside, they also have horrible personalities. Every ugly man I’ve heard of is a cheater because they have something to prove to themselves by sleeping around.

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Dec 11, 2024

In societies where males are allowed s＊x freely, it actually degrades that society. Males should not be entitled to s＊x. Only handsome men of means should. If every ugly degenerate broke troll is allowed to reproduce, that’s how we get broken society full of broke ugly males.

Last night was the ending of one of the games I was playing for money. I had fun playing it, and so did Mom. Since I paid for it, I will keep it on my tablet and let Mom continue to use it.

1/23 The snow is melting here and found out from Mom. I went outside to see a package for product test. I was surprised to see a notification for it. I took pictures of it on my other blog.

I really hope Tiktok is here to stay. I really don't want to be on Instagram. I hate Instagram! I've tried to give that website so many chances but can't do it anymore! Same with Facebook. Let me repost something I posted in here a year ago:

-They be too jealous to like your stuff and too nosey to unfriend you.

-If people are confused about the evil eye, look at who just watches your stories, doesn’t interact with you doesn’t like none of your posts. Those are the ones that are giving you the evil eye. 

-sharing your plans with certain people before you even start them leads to failure 

-Jealously comes in jokes. 

Pay Attention.

-I heard so many lies about myself I don’t even clear sh＊t up at this point

-my life got better when i realized i didn't have to be nice. being nice led to me being taken advantage of, stressed, and disrespected. i'm not nice, i'm a good person. there's a difference

-Be careful who you let in your life. Toxic people will come and drain the sh＊t out of you, then leave and blame everything on you.

-Anybody believing a lie about you without talking to you first was already against you.

-Some people aren't speaking to you because they owe you a apology.

Jun 19, 2024

you blocked me out of anger, i blocked you for peace. we're not the same.

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Nov 25, 2024

I low-key want women to debunk the idea that other women are automatically “safe”.

A lot of women are very male centred and  literally love to please other men & the male gaze. 

They can be very vindictive jealous and dangerous.

Do not automatically think all women are “safe”

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Nov 25, 2024

I’m so glad I have my own money & don’t gotta be nice to a nigga so I can eat 😂😂😂😂

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Dec 28, 2024

Watch out for people who constantly keep an eye on what you're doing but don't compliment or support you.

Tiktok is like my safe haven from these people who are just around but don't talk to me. These tweets describe everything I'm feeling. If I can have one social media to just the people I really care about, it's Tiktok. I just refuse to go back to Instagram.

1/25 My Shein items finally arrived!

These are my Chinese New Year themed items! The dress fits perfectly! Just wished I had gotten it on sale because it went on sale the following day! One of the roses came off of the hair clamp but it's nothing I can't fix!

Sarah Tran

@SarahTr52165351

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Jan 20

A very successful older woman once told me the only people who care about getting older are the people who haven’t met life milestones yet. Successful people don’t give a sh＊t about getting older. It’s only a problem if you aren’t where you should be by your age.

Listening to Tupac makes me really sad and think about my brother. He really loved Tupac.💔

1/26 Still going through the blues. Maybe it's this weather. Really missing my folks...

1/27 I had jury duty today. I didn't want to kill myself more than today! I couldn't even sleep last night because I hate that I had to be forced to come here! And Mom and I were stuck there for HOURS! I was finally called up but I told the truth that I would take the other guy's side. Someone snickered but Southern people have very low IQ, on the spec spec and suffer from arrested development. At least I told the truth instead of being stuck there the entire week for twenty five dollars. When I get mine, I'm going straight to the casino. Please don't summon me again!

What was interesting about being there, is this elderly Black lady admiring my hair. Of course Mom had to tell her that I used to have long straight hair. She says I want to get her hair like mines, which is long and in twists. She tells me she puts oil in hers and asks me what I put in mine. I said all kinds. She says she uses JBCO. I said I do too. I'm getting compliments on my hair despite my family hating my hair... AND IT'S MY HAIR!

1/28 When I tell you I hate the White people down here, I hate them just as much as I hate the Blacks. This White trash White dude bumps into my purse to get by. My eldest sister says excuse you and he says nothing. Was this necessary? I didn't even eat from there. I've always had problems at this location, I don't know why. They do things that catch me off guard and I don't know how to react. I almost called him a cracka until I realized those other Whites were in the restaurant and I didn't want to offend them because they didn't seem racist. He's just mad because his sorry, pathetic ＊ss has to work at this dead end ＊ss restaurant. I don't hate White people. I hate SOUTHERN White people! I just wanted to get that out of the way.

And to top it off, the Demons at Taco Bell were acting weird. I ain't eating at these places anymore until these people are gone. I purchased some stuff from Crapmart but I don't feel like taking pictures of them. Y'all will see them in photos next month. I got two tank tops(one maroon and the other beige), velveteen small bear, LOVE sign, Curl Show Collagen Milk, toothpaste, pink cowboy hat. My step sister giving me her gift cards really helped!💜

1/29 I swear every time I dream about my Dad, I feel the sense of safety just with his spirit being around. This has been a really bad week for me and I already hate this year. Just the same as the last. Perhaps I miss the presence of having a man to talk to. I still miss my step brother. I want some Asian male friends.

Anyway, we went gambling today and I won some cash to keep my bills afloat. This old White dude sits next to this alien looking Black chick. He asked her name and she tells him. He says nice to meet you man. She laughs. He said I'm sorry, I meant ma'am. I didn't find it funny, not funny at all. You have to be careful with who you allow into your personal space. They will use that as an opportunity to flat out insult you, smile and claim they were joking. Because they love masculinizing Black women. This dumb b＊tch look like your typical Black chick who don't like White men but get excited when one wants to talk to them. I don't give nobody my name. The love being friendly when they're old, sick and damn near dead. I'm not desperate for their validation. Same for White women, don't talk to me at the casino(or anywhere unless funds are being exchanged). I'm here to gamble, not make friends. That's all I can say.

1/31 I got my jury duty check today. It was more than I thought it was going to be. Glad I got back some of the funds I wasted the other day at those places. I scored a perfect score on Bing! What? I've been playing this game all freaking day and night!😩 But I'm getting paid so can't complain, right? RIGHT?!😂😤

I checked out Re:Born. A Japanese movie from 2016 with my two faves: Tak Sakaguchi and Takumi Saito.💜💜💜

And this concludes this post for January 2025! If you've found this post of use, remember what I said at the beginning: comment! And also share and submit a donation! Au revoir~✌